i'm in such a good mood. i can't even tell you. all this hate has actually made me feel really wonderful, because so many people have been so so so wonderful. it's like all my friends who i never get to talk to have showed up to tell me not to be sad. and dude, rob. you rule. also, ben your comment(s) made me crack up. "if i had a booth, and when you walked over, i poked you in the eye..." hee. okie, i've gotta go get my boy. we're going ooouuuuuut tonight. until andrea calls, then we're going oooot with andrea.

devin, i love you, thanks. casey, you can step in to stand up for me when i'm away anytime you like. thanks. ryan, you rock vancouver, thanks. ben, i heart you tons and tons, thanks. rob, i'm not a trollop! well, maybe i am. but you love me anyways. and thank you for being you. your blog made me quite happy in the midst of all this drama.


maybe i should go commit suicide because so many people hate me so much. but then again, that would suck. so i won't. because wait... everyone doesn't hate me. so, i guess i'll just carry on my petty life. *sob sob* i am really holding back from saying what i want to say. but... am i the only petty one? it takes two (well, in this case... three) to tango... or catfight... or some such... also, i wouuld like to include an example of needless hatefulness, so i remember not to divulge in that .... "I'm sorry, Megan, are you IN college? Because I haven't heard such petty melodrama and needless hatefulness since high school, if not junior high." (me either lynn, me either) "I'm sorry you couldn't get out of that town and go somewhere better where you could actually grow as a person and leave your adolescent life behind. Hanging on to old grudges will only make you bitter and angry, and is it REALLY worth it? Grow up." (uh, what? god forbid i go to school where it is affordable and conveinent... i should have forced my dad to pay 30 thousand for that out of state school. damn!) and thank you so much lynn, you example will aid me in my further blogging. dude. i was in cedar falls all afternoon, and i get home and see i have like a zillion comments and i'm like "fuck, a flame war has began... and i wasn't even here to jump in" this used to happen on sonic all the time.


so, what this post is really about is stu in cedar falls tonight. good times, live from studio one at KUNI. great show, stu was very amusing, told how a deer commited suicide on the hood of his car. oh, and rob3t2, i know you aren't needy (at least about being on the radio....) and hey, did kismet or stu or emily tell you that he played doppelganger and dresden for the studio audience after he finished the set? oh, and david-from-ames gave us all some kickass vid booots of last week's sexy messiah and wizard. AND kismet brought me the 400bar boots. katie todd and stu. and played the ann arbor boot so i could hear kyle in the audience dropping stu's phone (i heart my toast twin). oh, when i got there, the first thing david said to me was "ah, the infamous vagina shirt" and i was like "tee hee it has ears." then after the show, we watched some of david's kick ass vid boots on his laptop... a sneak preview of our own little purple discs! then we packed up and went to tony's on the hill for pizza. i saw our waitress a total of three times. she seemed to be rather un fond of us. oh well. a lot of people seem unfond of me lately. stu pictures coming soon. last weekend, this weekend, future weekends! we've got it all.


one more thing... i'm happy. happier than i have ever been. high school for me was not really happy. it was phony and painful. ask and i'll show you the scars. also, maybe this personality isn't the best in the whole world, but i've come out of a lot of shit, and managed to keep going. i have a lot of friends who love me, and who i love. i have a boyfriend who loves me as much as i love him, and will protect me until the end of time < / cheesiness > and the people who have truly influenced ME (maybe not the exact same as what you see in this page) are close to me. i couldn't ask for anything better. devin, kismet, stuart, rob2t3, ben paul (my best friend through good and bad), renata, kait, del, *nina*, iba, pavlina, nic, aaaaaaandrea (And *gasp* aric), derek, michele, ryan, stef, whit.... adnd all the stu folks who have been wonderful, all the rent folks who have rocked my world. the wonderful people i have met through this blog, and through cc.com. kristin and josie and josh and lynn hate me. but i can think of fifty people who don't. and they're the ones i care about. the end.

kristin commented again! but on the vagina monkey post. i found that really amusing. wouldnt' it make more sense to comment in response to the post taht was in response to the first comment? unless subliminally it's all about paul frank monkeys that make del thing of vaginas...oh, and, if anyone needs to grow up kristin, it's your drunken redheaded friend in boston. just sayin.


i'm still wearing the vagina monkey shirt, and my paper is done, and yeah! college rocks! uh. no. i did so much last night that WASN'T writing my paper. i couldn't concentrate on it. while i was supposed to be writing, i talke dto ben and dusty and drunk andrea and aric (oh no! i bet i was hitting on him!!! *gasp*) and left a naughty comment on rob's blog. teehee. as i told dusty, i was appallingly dirty last night. my mind was in the gutter. i'm so terrible. dude, i need to call chad and get the rocky horror video!!! so i can show my family my endeavors in stripping and lap dancing over thanksgiving!


i'm going to cedar falls to see stuart! wooo!! *coughing fit* i'm not well, but i'm still going. where are my pictures?! *frantic search* here they are! yay! i should change into real clothes before i got to marie's for my lesson. my voice is kicking ass today. which is strange, because i'm kinda sick... but i've been listening to show tunes all day, and i am kicking the shit out of them. go me. and i seriously couldn't sing at ALL less than a year ago. *applauds marie* hey, i saw her son today, and was like "thomas! hi!" and he got all confused and almost fell on the ice, and i giggled. then he saw it was me, and settled down. laa. ok, i'm off for now, possible stuart rant for tonihgt,. everyone listen to to KUNI tonight at 7 to hear stu! i think it's am 9.10? right? am nine ten? something like that. i dunno, go to kuni.com and listen to it on your computer!

me: i'm wearing a paul frank monkey shirt!
me: *loves paul frank*
del: awwww.
del: that monkey makes me think of vaginas.
me: heheh me too!
me: i think that's kinda why i like it so much
me: it's a naughty monkey
del: he's a big vagina with eyes.
me: and ears
del: your vagina doesn't have ears?
del: *cough*
del: i mean....


terribly amused. but, back to the paper!

a haiku, by rob3t2


"after she swallows.
millions of sprout-like swimmers
in a futile search


i love that shit! haiku i mean, not blowjobs. well, not that i don't...i better shut up now."


funny shit. i choked on my soda, and am still giggling. but now back to the paper.

i'm so busy with my paper writing that i forgot to even put up the sample. whoops. later my friends, later.

hey kristin commented. yet i'm not going to discuss all of the reasons why i can't stand her here. because the comments are really intended for that sort of use. though, as i told nic... "everything you've ever done makes you a bitch in my sight..." springs to mind. *shrug*


i got pictures back today. THAT'S what this blog is about. and here's a little sample of what's to come later!!




see, i can't do it all right now because i'm writing a paper. which is due tomorrow. i have parts done, but it's difficult to work on it, it's so boring i fall asleep while writing if i'm not careful. i don't know that i'll ever take an anthropology class after this one. it's something i'm really interested in, but everyone except the professor seems to be a big moron. and while the lectures are interesting, everything else is mind-numbingly dull.


maaan and devin just called and asked if i wanted to come over to his parents' house for a movie. and i can't because i'm paper writing! (i'm waiting for a version to download right now... see, i did part of it downstairs and then uploaded it to frowl, and am now downloading it here, but aol is having fits, so it's taking a while. and my compuer was confused by the diff versions of microsoft word. bah.) i'm going to finish my researchy stuff (namely rewrite it all into the paper) and hopefully be done with it before 10:30 tomorrow morning.

*swivels in chair* it's been a long time since the days of swiveling. alas alas.


i had a nice chat with r3t2 today! about craziness and drama. but it's all good. and in response to rob's mini rant on abortion... *hugs* well said my dear, but if i were to get pregnant, i would have to be on bedrest for the third trimester. because there are a billion things wrong with me. ("cory! i'm falling apart!" "boy, if you were a horse, this would be BAAAD news...") i don't know that i could do that. mentally, physically? but it's not a worry i have right now, but even with that not being a worry i have, it doesn't change that my family is a big contributer to the abortion clinic in iowa city....


boo ranting! boo! this is a happy blog today! no issues, no politics! i'm listening to rent! but i want to listen to the second cd... and i have no idea wehre it is!!! *cries* maybe i'll listen to something else. i want to listen to ragtime, but it's kind of depressing midway through.... hmm. decisions decisions. i really wanna go download wizard at dreamusher, but there's not a soundcard in this computer, so it would be sort of pointless to waste all that time downloading it...


i really wanted to go watch friends a minute ago... but it wasn't on. some movie with tom hanks and dan akroyd and a boa constrictor was on instead. boo.


i miss everyone so much. everyone i've ever met who isn't in my room right now, i miss. so that's everyone except for dill. *sigh*

nic's bitching out said annoying person. this is one of the many reasons i heart nic oh so much. apparently part of the issue was i was "hitting" on aric... but... i heart aric, and he hearts darting me, so i can hardly be blamed. (seriously though... he's my friend, has been for a looong time, i'm not gonna just be like "sorry aric, no more talking!") i bit him at rocky. left a big lipstick print on the back of his neck. it's his own fault for sitting on the aisle. andrea thought it was funny as hell. (i heart being darted, andrea likes to watch!)


uh, anyways. enough with the drama! enough! i hate it! stuart pics are up! check them out. they're even in the menu. so are rocky pics. and last weekend pics will be up soooon. along with pictures of my cleeean room. and such. and the who's who will be updated soon. i think it's still at like... circa... tim. if that makes sense to anyone (aside from erin ~_~)


that's all the news for now kids! i'd just like to tell nic how great he is one more time.... nic, you rock.

dude, i emailed derek, and i thought he was being a big jerk and ignoring me, but he's out of town. he may still be ignoring me for all i know, but it makes me feel less unpopular (or, more popular, take your pick)


however, something that occurred today that made me feel VERY unpopular (at least with certain people...). a certain person from west high... (who shall remain unnamed, in an attempt to avoid another im conversation with this charming girl...) imed me today, to let me know that she hates me, and hopes i die. she told me this in oooh so many words. and needless to say, it was a bit of a downer. something along the lines of "i hope you get hit by a truck, or murdered" and, telling me i can't call kristin a bitch. but i maintain that since she is, i can. i feel bad about hating her so much, but such is life... i guess? oh well. though, i was reminded of a time when i told my dear friend jane that i felt bad about how i hated kristin and all she stands for... and her oh-so-comforting response was "it's ok, everyone does." at any rate. this person was QUITE rude. and it pissed me off a wee bit. but i guess it's all good. i just hope i don't run into either of them in the near future. isn't *unnamed person* going to school in boston? isnt she the reason diana ISN'T going to school in boston?


see, diana was torn between boston and ohio, couldn't decide... this had been a big dilemma for quite sometime when...
diana: *developing a picture from boston u.*
person: oh are you going to go there?? that's where I'M going!!!!
diana: no, i'm going to ohio.


anywho, even though that was a traumatic piece of my day, there was oh so much more. i went to fun night at hills with my little sister and my parents. and it was a fun night! (hehehe) we won a bunch of raffle stuff, and i got in a bid war over a stuffed doggie toy in the silent auction... and i won a cake, and i played the aladdin movie quiz, and apparently got the question wrong, but talked the kids into giving me a prize anyway ("the question is... what are the three things the genie cannot do" and my answer was... "kill people, make people fall in love, and grant wishes for more wishes" and i was wrong (in hindsight, he can't raise the dead, but... still.)) so i'm all "not granting wishes for more wishes is just a standard genie rule! c'mon!" so they gave it to me. yay for a little notebook with a shiny cover that prolly cost five cents!


and then i came home and finished cleaning my room. actually i'm still putting stuff on the couch/bottom bunk.. and i need to vacuum (i can never spell that...) but rob... i am going to post pictures of my spotless room, and you will be so amazed you will come back to iowa to see it!


ok, my foots asleep, and i need to put the sheets on my bed, so goooodnight eeeeveryone!

i don't particularly feel like blogging. i don't know why. it's a very strange feeling i have right now. quite odd.


but, the most important thing is i have a new cellphone. and i need everyone to give me their phone numbers again. i could post my number here... and i know a lot of people do that... but i'm paranoid. so i won't. just call me at home or email me or im me... and we shall swap #s. yup. i need r3t2's for suuuure. and i've got kismets... and... i need renata's! renata! i need your number! i dont' have it anymore!

stu: the weekend.


well, if you want to hear about the pre-iowa city part of the weekend, tune into rob's blog. i'm going to begin with.... rob arriving at my house. which i briefly discussed a couple posts ago... anywho. we really did have an awesome night, staying up until 6am talking. i hardly even remember what all was said, i just remember it being a very nice time. oh, and rob made me laugh so hard in the email he sent me... something along the lines of "thanks for letting us watch dill climb bedsprings, and boji kennel up." see, dill enjoys climbing things.. especially the bed springs of our fold out of the wall bed. and our dog, boji... whenever he's being crazy he goes to his kennel... but you have to tell him to kennel up. and it's the only command he ever even considers following. oooh, and in response to rob's question about how the blood would get to his head without veins... i have learned that the veins take it away. so you won't have to worry about it getting there. ^_^


so, next morning, i get up.... 11:30ish, and of course kismet's up and reading. never fails. so we dink around and such. and awww rob was so cute sleeping. when we came downstairs we both just paused and were like "awwwww" rob and his eye pillow. too cute. so we continue just hanging out. and rob finally gets up... and he's like "i was waiting for someone to make a comment about me being asleep, then i was going to leap out of bed!" but we didn't make any comments. then stu calls, and we discuss him possibly coming out to my house ... it's good he didn't since i have a cat ... and our favorite punkmonk is not a fan. so we go to atlas. well, everyone leaves, and i get hopelessly distracted and arrive about 40 minutes later still wearing my around the house ballet slippers and no coat.


atlas is yummmy, then we go to ragstock for some shopping for the rockstar, but he's broke until after the show, so he refrains from buying a shirt with too-short sleeves (thought, it would have matched his high water pants...) then vortex... and rob and i fell in love with a magnet "i know she's a tape dispenser, but i love her." (re: snails) then i left. but then i came back and met them at the mill! and much fun was had by all. and... i need to update setlists! and pictures! (i will upload them as soon as my connection straightens up. it's beinga bitch. within the week david, i PROMISE) i need to sit down and just fix everything. take like two (well, three with my dummy of a computer) and fix it all.


show was awesome, got to hear wizard... which i'd never heard... and... AND... sexy messiah. yaaay! good good things. then... the gooodbyes. *sigh sigh* i miss everyone. even though i get to see both kismet and stu on monday. still, roob. my deeeear r3t2. aah. *sigh sigh*


alright. i have so much more i wanna blog about.. but i have emails to write. gooooodbye goodnight!

i'm at devin's... i have not been home long enough to get rob a counter. i'm so terrible. wait, i should do it now while i'm on a fast connection! *gasp* ok. i'm off.

it's the all encompassing really quick blog before i go to bed!!


auditions: apparently they didn't go so well. not called back for a siiiingle thing. boy do i feel awesome. bah. but. in all reality i'm over it. because as everyone at the stu show pointed out... now i have time to road trip again. i miss rocking the merch table beyond all belief. chris (aka christ) got a billion callbacks! he rocked the theatre building. his monologue kicked though. his delivery was awesome. someday i hope to be as bad ass as christ. (i'm leaving the t on that one)


partay at micheles: i love everyone so much. highlights included: devin kissing everyone except derek, me kissing derek, stefanie and i sneaking taking our shirts off to show off our pretty bras (i made two dollars!), me talking to kismet on the phone and turning around to see three unnamed male castmembers standing in the garage with their pants down, the random cat that kept sneaking into the house... and michele would be like "AH! that's not my cat!" and have to go chasing it, watching the movie with callbacks, and nasty shot thingies provided by derek (they were like... nyquil flavor.) all in all a wondeful time had by all. (i don't think i could say "all" anymore in that sentence) seriously... we partied hardy and everyone was throughly sloshed by 11:20 when devin and i left (don't worry i didn't drive, devin was sober) to go to my house to meet.....


kismet... and ... no emily... but... ROOOOB!!! R3T2! rob cubed! i'm like "kismet!! hi! *pause* ROB! HEEEEEY YOOOU!" since he's been telling us that he really just couldn't make it to iowa. booo. but he did! and him and kismet (and devin) stayed at my house, and we were up til 6am (devin slept... some)... we got rob a blog (click heeere!) (click heeere!), we discussed eeeverything in the world, we looked at pictures, we discovered that rob is colorblind... AND has synesthesia (ben... need to ask you something about synesthesia and stu.) and... put up with my psychotic dog... and... had a rocking good time. "oh GOD! i hope i dont' have veins in my head! *pause* well... wait... if i didn't, how would the blood get there?" and... just a sidenote... don't believe rob when he says my room is a mess. it's sparkling clean. he doesnt' know what he's talking about.


stu show tonight. first.... we all get up... devin, kismet and rob and i... and we dink around... then we go meet stu at the atlas... and i run into a guy from my theatre craft class. aaaand we eat a lot. then we went to ragstock where i bought the coooolest scarf in the world. you know the book the lorax? well, the guy... is making the things from the truffala trees? the sneeds? (i really have no idea how i should spell that...thneed? sneid? eh?) well, my scarf is a sneed! it's the greatest thing ever. again, i'm wearing it even though i got home quite awhile ago. it's so great, just ask me about it and i will let you know how great it is. also, chris, stu2 was there. i'm gonna put some of the pics dave-from-ames took of him as stu two. i love everyone so much.


another stu note.... dave-from-ames gave me a cd with a show from the fine line with stu as elvis costello. i love it. and, i promise i will put the picture page up asap! (i have at least two stu pic pages and one random one that i just haven't put the finishing touches on. they really just need to be uploaded.) also i have so much updating to do on here. god why do i let my beloved blog fall into such disrepair!? whhhhhy?! anywho, it was awesome to see everyone tonight, i love you all, i will see stu and kismet a week from tomorrow... and emily and devin tomorrow... and everyone else... soon! ok, bed. well... outline, then bed.

my audition went surprisingly well considering i was like... crying an hour before and considering backing out. *sigh*


i have TWO partays tonight. a "let's watch rocky horror at michele's house" party and a slumber party with kismet and emily! and anyone else who wants to come! oh my god i should invite abi! and erin! and everyone else! *will do that* girls only slumber party at my house tomorrow! i mean, tonight! stuart tomorrow! everyone come see him! and meet devin and his roommate chris! i was just telling chris how i always type "christ" instead of chris. ah, amusing. i dunno where devin is. i think i'm gonna go look for him. then call kismet. okie. byee!

i'll add this to the little side menu later... but... here are the rocky pics.

i promised rob that i'd blog.


oh my dear r2t3... it is so late, i'm done with my paper, and ready to go to bed, but i am here, blogging, for you.


today: i am ill. i have the post show flu. sick stomach, depression, headache. no fun. however, i did complete a rocky page. well... not complete... it needs more... maybe. i haven't decided whether to put rocky quotes in the quotes sections... or to put them on the rocky page. also, i can't decide whether to make a who's who for rocky... oh hell, i'm gonna do it! so... the rocky picture page is done. i've just decided the quotes are going in the quotes section, the who's who is going in the who's who section... and there will be more pictures coming... as soon as i find out why the scanner wont' work. that reminds me... i should scan the newspaper articles and add them to the rocky stuff. and such.


i have auditions for university mainstages and such coming up. baaaah. bah i say. i need to find a head shot to use. grrr. life's so hard.


my monologue is on the verge of being re-memorized.


stuart's here this weekend. i'm hella excited. also, i'm thinking of staying in town for thanksgiving afterall. i miss ben so much... and he'll be home... and if i stay devin said i can eat dinner with his family so i won't stay home and eat macaroni on thanksgiving... but... then... colorado.... but i'll be tehre at chrismas... but i want to see amy's baby (for people who know me... from before all this blogging nonsense... remember amy? my cousin who is like... six months older than me and we used to be best friends... and did everything together when we were little? well... she's married and just had a baby.) and i wanna see patrick. because patrick and i have such goodtimes. and emily (remember emily? a year younger... also a cousin who was a best friend... now engaged...) and emily's fiance reid... who is SO much nicer than sonic. oy... sonic. i should have done more to him than smush his spikey hair. *growl*


nyah. tired. have to get up SOON. blaaaaaaah. goodnight.

these quotes have NOTHING to do with rocky horror. but they were good times nonetheless.


"They're not blackberries! They're black conglomerates!"
"Sirius Lee Black conglomerates!"
-- Megan and Renata


i guess that needs some set up....


"I wish Sirius' middle name was Lee..."
"I'm Sirius Lee Black!"
"No you aren't!!"
-- Del and Renata


(as in sirius black... from the harry potter books.)


aaaaaaanywho. i cried again today, because i'm so sad the show's over. i don't think i've ever REALLY all out cried over a show. but i did. i think it wasn't ALL the show. this morning crying was all because of the show and the cast. the today crying was more a "iiiiii haaaaaaate schoooool" crying in addition to having a very minor nervous breakdown (it's very difficult to keep my interest in my classes up when they are so ridiculously tedious... and when my anthropology TA is the biggest weenie... and my masterpieces teacher is.... "not of this world." in fact... i would say she's from another planet!" *opens door to lab, revealing janet and rocky...* uh, anywho... *sniffle* i'm tired as all hell (as you can tell from my ranting and raving.) goodnight.

oh and...


Chad


"Look happier guys! You’re having an orgy! Orgies are fun! I mean... I’ve READ that orgies are fun."


"Ok, Jad and Branet, you're stage left."


“Do you understand what it means when it says… “seat wetting”? *long pause * you see, when a woman becomes aroused…”



"I’m wearing underwear, really I am!"



"Smile Brad, you like it."



"Brad, please use your indoor voice!"



"You all need to smack your asses in unison. Let’s try it one more time."



“Fosse, fosse, fosse. Ass guitar, ass guitar. West side story. Ass guitar, ass guitar. Space invader. Ass guitar ass

guitar. Got it?”



"Be more impressed, Frank grew him... from like... a bean."
re: rocky



"You look like a bunch of grazing cows! I need less cows, more sensual."



“Devin - great sword….? * long pause* does anyone know what that refers to?”




Other



"Stop cracking!!" (in regard to Derek cracking various joints)
"I gotta do it! Just call me Rice Krispie - I snap crackle and pop!"
-Tiffany and Derek



"Dr. Frank N furter is.... THE LORD OF THE DANCE!"
-Scott



"Young man, are you popping out of your shorts?!"
-Derek, re: Devin



"Again, the focus is on Chad’s sweatpants in this scene"



"EEEEEEW Michele eats her boogers! I don't wanna be your incestuous sibling anymore!"
-Ryan



"YET!"
"Ah, that's a typo... it's "YES!”"
"Oh c'mon, “yet” works... yet, yet, ooooh yet!"
-Tiffany, Chad and Ryan... and one of the brad/janet/frank sex scenes



"Every period is an orgasm... wait..."
"Every dash!"
"Yes, every dash is an orgasm, let us know that."
-Chad and Stefanie



"Is that a wireless mic in your pocket or are you happy to see me?"



"Foot up the butt, foot up the butt!"
-Ryan



“So, you both look at Rocky”
“But, I can’t actually see him!”
“You’re just going to have to…. Act.”
“Noooooooo!”
-Chad and Whitney



"Am I ass guitaring correctly?”



“Kitty and Kenny, your homework is to think of five adjectives to describe Devin, to answer Frank.”
“Hot hot hot! There, that’s three.”
-Chad and Whitney



“I’m Derek, and I play with myself. I mean, I play with Brad. I mean… I play Brad.”
-Derek, Introductions.



“Lovely, beautiful, gorgeous, wonderful, tall.”
-Describing Devin



“It’s a little man in a boat.”

i...
messed up on closing night, so did whitney... it was the only time either of us screwed up majorly... we truly are twins
~have to work from 4:30-close tonight.
~have to work from 9-2 tomorrow
~am very very sick.
~have a paper to write
~have a billion things to do before friday.
~am saaaad because renata didn't get to spend the night, and del didn't get to come see rocky at all ~_~
~can hardly speak, let alone sing. i'm so glad i always manage to hold off getting all ill until a show is over
~have class at 1:30
~haaaaaaate that class
~have a mud mask on... because my skin hates me. there is glitter IN my pores.
~am still campaigning to get city circle to do cabaret next year
~miss everyone soooo much. i cried this morning because i was so sad that i won't see anyone until saturday at michele's... and even then i prolly won't see EVERYone.... *sniffle sniffle* at least.... it's not the end yet. there's still michele's and chad's... and i have sooo many pictures and memories... and... *trails off mumbling sappily*

ren-arrrrrrrrrrrrrr-ta... i'll find you after the show. there is no really lobby. so hang about by the seating area. and i will come running out to find you. i'll email you this too. if i remember.


paaaartay at charlie's tonight. fuuuuun. derek and i realized that i am closer in age to his daughter than to him. much much much fun was had by most. we even had a little rent discussion. i am a happy camper. for the most part... devin... call me.


my eyes hurt. i have glitter everywhere. i have class at 8:30. i have two shows tomorrow. i have a messy messy messy room. i forgot to call kismet and emily. fuuuuck.

two news updates:


~i just realized i never had rob on my buddylist! but now he's there.
~dusty and i are planning an exciting weekend in ames sometime in the near future. hopefully it will go well with my exciting weekend in des moines with nic. drinking.... is.... bad....... *repeats to self*

sorry i left so abruptly last time, but i had a bunch of things i wanted to say to devin, and i heard him in the hall and was like "deeeeevin!" and abandoned my blog. i bought some cool neato bandaids for my finger... but the regular ones ended up working better. i just typed a long email to rob (r3t2) and now my finger hurts. *glares at rob*


rob might get a blog. well, rob IS getting a blog. you know who else should get a blog? STUART! wouldn't that be cool? it'd be like... the old road journals and studio journals. oh how i loved the road journals. the one about getting locked out of his friends' house ioutside of boulder in the middle of the night in a snow storm? and throwing snowballs at the windows... and it didn't work... so moving on to build a snow temple on the porch... and eventually driving back down the mountain to boulder to get a hotel. it sounds like the plot of a sitcom. maybe there should be a sitcom. hey kismet, it could be called "stu: the weekend" ... the point of all this pointlessness is that stuart will be in town on the 17th. and i will be there, and kismet and emily and lisa and rob will be there. and we will all be sexy, and you should all come too... and then YOU (yes, you!) can be sexy as well.


i should be sleeping right now. yet i am not. i am however wearing the most comfortable pants ever. they aren't as pretty as my red terry cloth ones... which USED to be my most comfortable pants.... but they are sooo warm.... they're from gap. and i looked at them like.. two weeks ago.... but they were thirty four dollars. THIRTY FOUR DOLLARS! and i was like "but... but... they aren't even jeans!" and i was flabbergasted. but... i couldn't get them out of my head. so... i bought them today whilst i was spending money to make myself feel better (has anyone read the shopoholic books by sophie kinsella? oh god it's depressing how much i am exactly like becky.)


i think i'm going to go to bed now. i need to buy a disposable camera. and this next month's birth control pills. which reminds me! why is it that insurance covers viagra, but NOT BIRTH CONTROL PILLS!? whhhhy!? oooooh god, i shouldn't ahve gotten started, but this drives me MAD. grrrr. friggen... grr... *various swearing and muttering* $25 a month for fecking birth control pills. that's like... a DOLLAR for each active pill! *calms self*


*SIGH* anyhow. i'm gonna go talk to dusty a bit more and go to bed.

i still have not found my bag of peachie o's. i believe they must be in the dressing rooms in oakdale. but we have a show tomorrow so i'll get them then. i'm at devin's waiting for him to get home. i waited in the hall for awhile. then chris got home and let me in. (i typed christ like four times before i got it right. but then.... maaaaaaaaaybe chris is christ. wouldn't that be cool?) now i'm wearing my new light blue sweatshirt from old navy... and blogging. i may even get on aim in a minute.


i went shopping today, i shouldn't have. i bought some fleece pants at gap, a sweatshirt at old navy, and some red bellbottom cargo pants at wet seal. and i looked at some reallly exspensive sweaters at gap, and was prepared to buy one, but didn't because it looked really bad once i tried it on. ok, well i'm off because i hear devin coming.

my finger still hurts really bad. but it's ok because it's tuesday. and i don't really have anything i need to do today except for... go to rhetoric. yaaaaaaaaaaaay. my dad was alll "do you need stitches?! ooooh my god1 i bet you need stitches!" and i'm like... "no,no... it's alright... it's more of a round gouge than a deep long slice." but he made me un bandage it and show him (this is like... at 6am) so then i had to get up and rebandage it all. it's a pretty bad cut... like, i cut it, and it immediatly started gushing blood. and in like... one swift movement ryan (who works with me, not riff) grabbed a handful of napkins and grabbed my hand and whisked me back to the sink and fixed it. myyyyyyyyyyyy hero. only not really because he didn't come see me last friday. *gasp* know what i just realized? i bought a bag of peachie o's on saturday... and i didn't eat them...there are peachie o's either waiting for me inthe dressing room, or in my backpack. haaaaaaaaaaappy happy day. and devin and i are going out to lunch as soon as he gets back. even happier day.


completely random sidenote... i wonder how derek prounouces his daughter's name. it's cailey. so is it like... kylie? or kaylie? or something entirely different? hm. i'll have to ask him on thursday. i'm such a dork, i miss rocky horror so much, and we're not even done with it. it's weird going home at night. i feel like i should go to rehearsal or to oakdale.

want to type big long entry.... cut finger at work, can't type. very traumatic. i cried. and bled alot. and almost fainted. but it's all ok. and derek stopped by to see me! it made me quite cheery. i was like "*crying* myyyyyy fiiiiiinger!" then derek snuck up and surprised me. and i was like "Aaaaah! hiiiiiiiiiii!" and it was alllll better. the end. gooooodnight.

bad news... the scanner isn't working. and i have no idea why not. very frusterating. i spent so much time working on it i forgot to call devin back. so, you'll either have to physically come find me or wait if you want to see rocky pictures. or maybe i'll con rod and ryan into putting theirs online.


i'm really have difficulty focusing on my blog today. in fact i'm just really having difficulty focusing today.... night... whatever. hey, did anyone that reads this see the 10:30 show saturday? because you should note that nearly everyone was a touch tipsy. michele brought peach schnapps, and apple puckers... and we had shots. because we're terrible. alas. naif and ashley martin were there. it was goodtimes. yaaaaay timewarping. yaaaaaaay. "leeeet's dooooo the tiiiiiiiime waaaaaaaaaarp... at hoooome."


there's gonna be a giant party at my house this weekend! kismet, renaaaata and del! yaaaaaay! (ok, so not a party so much as.... the four of us. but yay anyhow.)


i had dinner with devin's family tonight. it was very very very very nice.


tooooo distracted! aaaah! *wanders away* ... i'm still wearing my coat and hat. i got home like an hour ago.

oh, and... i'll scan some rocky pictures tonight.

has it really been since friday since i blogged?! goood lord.


dusty came on friday! with his cute roommate. everyone was like "megan, who are your hot friends?!" and then nic came... aaaaaaaaaaaaand lots and lots and lots of other people. it was much fun.


in other news, i forgot to go to sinderella today. sorry pavlina dearest. oh hey, paula, you and abi should come to the show the same night as hamm. i think her and joe have tickets for this friday at 7:30. alright, i have to go. buuhbye.

opening night was sooooooooo much fun. the show is so much better when we have people to work with in the audience. i've been getting tired of shaking my ass for the folding chairs. it's easier when there's reciprocation. even though some people were horrified, or disapproving... *shrug* oooh well. I GET TO SEE DUSTY TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dusty, my darling, sit on the aisle... on the house left side (left side as you're walking down) you'll see why ^_~


also, dusty, i left my stuart cd in your car. would you care to give it to me sometime? i miss it terribly. are you staying in town tonight? or are you going home after the show? i can't come out after the show and find you, but come to the dressing room, it's room A125 on the left side of the hall as you're leaving the theatre. just knock and i'll come let you in. do you have directions to the theatre?! ah! go here if you need a map. (this goes for everyone not just dusty) speaking of everyone.... abi my dearest darling iba... are you coming? when? you haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaave to come. i have a flashlight we could give to josh *wink wink*.


i really do have a flashlight that's one of my props for the show. but i don't ever give it to josh. because it's MINE! *clutches flashlight*


i saw whitney this morning, i almost ran into a cement pillar while waving to him. terribly exciting. the other day, i was with my dad, and i saw johnny, chad, whitney and michael all withint like... a five minute time span. it was crazy.


speaking of crazy, i just spent $60 on sweaters at express. but really it was an excellent decision, because they're $40 each, but 2 for $60. so i SAVED $20. i got a blue one, and a black one. and they are just wonderful. they are going to be staples of my wardrobe, provided i don't shrink them. i need to go downstairs and put moer money in my parking meter (i'm at devin's. i only blog when i'm at devn's these days.) oh, i saw laura goddard out the window, and i yelled at her, and she was soooooooooooo confused. and i'm like "look up! the window above the door! hi laura!" i was amused. and i had a wonderful conversation with devin's roommate, chris, who i love dearly. he is hilarious, i want him to be my best friend. he gave me a potato chip, and we discussed sweaters and how hard it is to be american ("blue sweater or red sweater?! i can't decide! it's tough living in the land of the free.")


ok, i'm gonna take a nap until devin gets home. everyone come see me tonight!