ok, i was in SUCH a great mood.


but


i just remembered that the AP english make up test is tomorrow morning at 7:15am. *SIGH* so, now, instead of blogging, or working on various little projects... i'm going out to my car, to REREAD (for at LEAST the third time) the stupid hamilton's mythology book. *SIGH* i seriously want to cry, i did SO bad on this test the first time, and now... i have to take it AGAIN and i'm like, even less prepared... i HATE coming up with modern parallels for everything... so i have to go to cnn.com and whatnot too... so i can have stuff to draw parallels too. i'm seriously going to cry... i have to get up at like 6am tomorrow ... *sniffle* and i have to make up PE. sometime this week... AND i have no clue where nic is. i haven't seen him in ages, i think he fell off the face of the earth *sniffle*


jed gave me this hella slutty alice action figure.. i'll bring it to school tomorrow, it's the funnniest damn thing... oy.


sad*megan*

duuuude, spellcheck is back!


random post. i'm at jed's house. renata, i miss you. like, so much, i tried to call you the other day and it totally didn't work. oy, jed's giving me a backrub, i'm leaving. ta.


*megna*
...
*megan*

i was going to post. but, then my mom came in and yelled at me and told me i had to go downstairs and eat something. yuck. *sigh*

oooh my lord. blogger ate a huge entry yesterday. almost made me cry *nod*


anyhow.


wearing: pj pants (they're not inside out anymore! yay for me being able to dress myself!)


eating: i was eating crackers. but now i'm not.


should be: doing my psych paper (what a joke, eh? mr. neuzil doesn't even read them)... and doing some sort of literary poetic device thing for AP english... but, i dont' really know what i'm supposed to do for either of those... so, whatever.


feeling: very good. thank you for asking...


thoughts: so. i wrote ALLLLL the quotes from cedar falls down... and a HUUUUUUGE rant/review. and guess what blogger did... "your session has timed out, we're sorry, please sign in and try again." *groans* it made me SO mad. so. here goes.


quotes:


"hey, where does this go? omigod... is this a sidewalk?! ok... so, plan b... we are going to go and drive somewhere that isn't a sidewalk..."
--nic... driving around on the sidewalks by the dorms


"wow, is the sun rising already?"
"no, that's cedar rapids"
--nic and me, at like 5am, approaching CR


"do any of you want a sandwich??"
--other jesse, at like... 7am... first thing he said to anyone.


"heeeey now, mr. spready"
--jeremy, scolding nic for spreading out the discard pile


"are you boy george?!"
---... random... long story involving jeremy


"nuh uh! you have to yell shit! otherwise it doesn't count."
--playing cards


"OH my GOD! i caught that!! and i'm GAY!"
--jeremy, upon catching a pen that jessie threw at him


"oh my god, it was freeezing at hell!!"
"yes, hell is known for it's awful cold spells..."
--jeremy and me... talking... about somewhere cold, apparently.


"why don't they make depends thongs?!"
--noooo idea, nic just wrote this down with the quotes...


"i'm spending my rent money on Rent"
"oh the irony"
--dusty and me, discussing the large amounts of money we were spending on the show


lauren: "oh my god, is that an altoid hummer?!"
me: "no, it's a float... but look at all the hot boys in speedos"
jeremy: *suddenly wakes up*: "hot boys in speedos!? where?!"


"now do you want a sandwich?"
"no"
"are you sure? they're solid, like cheese"
"eeew"
"no, don't worry, it's only serious if the discharge is chunky"
--other jesse, lauren and me discussing the sandwiches


"where the hell were you last october, in IC?!!"
"in my own little corner, in my own little chair... crying over my po' ass"
--me and jeremy


nic: "so what do you do in new york?"
jeremy: "i'm an actor!"
lauren: "he's a waiter"


"nuh uh!! i was SO the butch knight!"
--jeremy


"dahling, have jeeves bring the limo around front, it's time to go wait for cheap theatre tickets"
--jeremy, making fun of the people at the end of the line in evening gowns and suits.


"does anyone else notice that kevin looks strangely like shaggy from scooby doo?"
--nic... or maybe missy


review/rant:


kevin:
his hair bugged me. and like, he kept messing with it and scratching his head... but anyhow. he was really good with the guitar, very natural, very believeable. during glory, whenever he was sitting at the table, he'd stretch his arms out and reach towards the lights, while flailing around... i... didn't really dig that so much. when he was up, he was ok (surprisingly he wasn't kneee lunging here... he was almost everywhere else though). then, he'd sit down and start reaching out and flailing again... *shrug*... cute during LMC, only, at the "they say that i have the best ass" part... he was SO over the top. a few people said he did it like manley... but, um... kevin dear, settle down. he was like, stroking the table, and laughing... it was SO over the top. my god. ... he seemed to be leaning toward the manley theory that squinting makes you look full of anguish and intensity... i kept thinking "i wonder if he has something in his eye..." uhm... during WI, at the mat, he was just SOBBING. my god. very cool and joshualike. AD was really good. during GL, when he's yelling at mark... oooh god, i was almost laughing, he reminded me of ben stiller in zoolander, SO much... sheeesh. oh, when him and mimi are singing... on "glory... i have to find..." he turned to her, almost apologetic, trying to explain why he was running... yeah. at stage door he was hitting on jessie. heeehehe. *makes smooching noises at jessie*


dominic: the hair!! WHY does he have matt hair?!!? *sobs* i want scott hair dammit. give me a mark with goddamn scott hair! (or anthony hair... ANYthing but matt hair!) *flails* anyhow, he was good. really. he did SO many little things that totally reminded me of jed... and i was like "awwwww" but then... he'd turn around and become drunken mark *sigh* he needs to cut down on the flailing... and... not chug the champagne during HNY.... yeah, he was good though... he'd get a little monotonous sometimes... like, i'm drawing a blank on the exact places, but twice, i noticed he was just sort of spitting out lines... i talked to him at stage door, and i was like "i was SO anti-you during the matinee, you cannot even believe... but then, during the evening show, i was like "ok, fine. he's good. *grumble*" and we talked for awhile, and he was really nice, and asked about different marks that i'd seeen, and i went off on a big long rant about trey... yeah. nice guy though.


um... my program's in my car. doh.


bridgette: needs some work in the acting department, GREAT voice, very sweet, very cute, LOVING her joanne. different, but good. i talked to her, and told her that she reminded me of the great mo daniels. and explained who mo was... yeah. she was so nice, and was riding joe (the guitar player)'s little mini bike thing around at stage door... they were SO funny. i loved her T:M. TMOLM was good too. yeah... i think she'll be fab


sara: don't kill me... but.... i'm not liking her so much. *ducks tomatoes* she does remind me of christina when she cared... but, i wasn't all that horribly fond of christina. but wahtever. she was good vocally (little problems on leap of faith..) cute otm... TMOLM could have been better, but overall i did really like her. people have been comparing her to haven... sorry, but no. she is no haven. *emmanates haven love* she's good. but she's different... and... i'm not used to her yet. give me time.


jackie: full time alexi, mimi for the mat) HOLY SHIT. this girl... ooooh lord. she was INCREDIBLE... krystal was great too... but, ooooh my god. for this being her first show... she rocked. and asian/spanish mimi thing goin on, she has straight hair, so it was just like, done wiht hot curlers so it had body, but i'm SO glad they didnt' do a wig or something, i LOVED her. the way she looked the way she sang... totally reminding me of yaz and karmine. god. wow. i talked to her at stage door after the evening show, and i was like "i know this was your first mimi this afternoon..." and she was like "you saw it this afternoon?! oooh my god... i was SO scared" and i was like "oh my god, i saw some of karmine's first shows, and dana's first... and you were GREAT... i never would have been able to guess that was your first show, or even that you were an understudy..." and she looked all happy, and said thanks, and we just talked about mimi... and it was really cool. also, i LOVE her alexi. yeah. i have some MAJOR jackie love.


justin: oooh my god. could this boy be any cuter? i was scared for him both shows during today for you... i swear, he looks like he's about to fall on the table jump... but... vocally... SO pretty. and... physically very pretty too. i'm liking him a lot. so different than shaun. reminded me a lot of jake. very cute at stage door "i SO dont' wanna get on the bus, it's like 90,000 degrees on there!"


clark: what confusing hair. the pink things... *flail* i was confused. very cute though, totally want to see her maureen (heard i JUST missed seeing it, rawr.) very cute to watch during rent, and during christmas bells. loved her voice mails, especially "hope you like the hot plate" . . . didn't talk to her much at stage door, but she had the hat, scarf and flip flops thing going... which i do ALL the time, so i love her. *nod*


haneefa: SO cute, my god. watching her on the life support platform during rent... SO cute. and her solo. wow.


ok, so i don't have my program, and it's really late, and i'm really tired, so goodnight, i'll rant more tomorrow.


*megan*

i have tons of stuff to say from work last night.... but, it's 5am. so i'm really not thinking about it at all. missy and nic and i are leaving for cedar falls in a half hour. woohoo! we'll be back later tonight. so, toodle pip all!


*megan*

a poem, by abi

abi is good

abi is great

play with her

you can be the bait

now people talk about her, 'bout the color of her hair, about the things that she believes in 'bout the clothes she wears, friends she chooses, what she dreams and dares. and they'll try to rearrange her from the bottom to the top, but you gotta stand up and say...

abi is cool

abi loves megan

she's not interested in you, stupid

so don't come beggin'

I AM A POET (betcha didn't know it)

random sidenotes: so, rent in cedar falls on sunday (and saturday, but i can't get work off for saturday... i don't think i can at least....) but yeah, it's going to kick some major ass.

paulina and i wrote ben a love letter on the inside of a graham cracker box today at lunch... it was a very heartfelt letter. it even had footnotes... we hung it up in his locker. ben says that he hopes neither of us ever actually try to write a love letter, because we suck at it. i think he should be grateful anyone loves him at all *mocks ben*. uh... marching band tonight... ooh hey, i have to go back to school now. hehe... senior recognition is at 7 (i'm a senior! come and recognize me!) then, we march pregame... then we sit in the stands ... then we watch some random indiana marching band do their show during our halftime... which is the stupidest thing in the whole world. but, whatever. uh yeah.

lots of people wanna go out and do stuff after the game tonight since it's our last home game...

i just want to say "GO ERIN!" for not letting everyone talk her into dying her hair green. because... yeah, it wouldn't show up and it would just be bad for her hair, so yay for her not doing it. *applauds*

i'm going to school now. for real.

i forgot to eat lunch. damn. like, i have two hours... and i didn't eat anything *sigh*

bye.

*megan*

wearing: the same thing as last night... but ... yeah. i'd wear different things more often if like, i remembered to get all the random pairs of pants i have out of the band locker. it makes it difficult to get dressed in the morning when i leave all my clothes at school. *pause* well, moving on.


listening: weezer, falling for you (awwwwww)


feeling: SO tired. oh my god. i just need to go to bed. yet, i'm here, blogging... *sigh*


thoughts: i had a lot to say... but i've forgotten most of it.


in fact, i just got so distracted that i spent about a half hour reading the boards and various other blogs.


goddammit.... where are you renata!?


erin and i went to the mall at like 9:00 this morning. before anything except panera was open. and we were there until closing last night. we're such losers.


i wish i hadn't left my notebook in my car, it has all the stuff i wanted to blog about in it. oh hey... i'm narrating one of patrick's things... it's about apples.. it's disturbing. he wants me to do it like a i'm reading a little kids book... only, it's like... about the red apples ganging up and visciously killing the green apple. my favorite part has to be the squeaking of the apple corer... either that or patrick pulling the green apple away... yeah.


so tired. going to bed.


*megan*

hey, i signed my last post twice. i think it's because i got distracted with the whole actions speak louder than words thing. *sigh* hey, ben's on! hiiiii ben! *goes to talk to ben*

wearing: NEW rehearsal pants (they're soooooo comfy. i love them.) and my black v-neck victoria's secret tank top thingy.


listening: tick, tick... boom! sugar. "she don't care - what i look like, how i dress, never says no, always says yes" woooo sugar. i don't really like this song all that much though. so, now i'm listening to see her smile... which is better. i think.


feeling: quite dandy. but, i think i lost my new matchbox 20 cd. well, i guess i really shouldn't have bought it in the first place, since i really don't like them that much.... and... yeah.


thoughts: erin and i went malling today. good lord, we are so out of control, someone needs to stop us. i mean, really... it isn't healthy that the two of us spend HOURS at the mall on random school nights. first, missy and i ran out to the mall to get dinner, and so i could buy pleather pants (i didn't get them though *sulk*)... then, we saw erin, and THEN we saw jed. but, he was going to work... so then erin and missy and i ran around and i bought comfy pajama pants.


then we took missy back to school, because she had a choir concert. we kind of just threw her out of the car in front of the band/choir hallway doors. sorry missy. then, erin and i went BACK to the mall. and omigosh... erin, you never ate dinner! you have to be sooo hungry! i thought you were going to remind me when we got back to the mall! oy. um, anyhow... erin and i had fun. we talked to erica for AGES. i love erica. she's like... a big sister, only i'm her mom.... so... *shrug* (might i mention how confusing that is? i'm SO many peoples' mom because of LWW... like, jamie yells at me eveery day... "MOM are you a porn star?!?!" to which i reply "are YOU a porn star???" if she says no... i assure her i'm not a porn star... and if she says yes, i tell her i'm proud that she picked up the family business. yes.) anyhow...


my shoulder hurts. and my left hip bone.... because i ran into a door today *sob* i was trying to yell at andrea... and walk... and fix my marching band music, and put my flute together... and i got confused and ran into the big stone thing between the double doors by the auditorium *sniffle* it actually like... scraped it.


i love this song. oh my god. actions speak louder than words, awesome song. *nod*


byeeeeeee


*megan*
cages or wings, which do you prefer? ask the birds... fear or love baby, don't say the answer... actions speak louder than words.
*megan*

quote: "Oooh. you're SO irresistable. the way you do your arm excercises makes me WILD colin. just wild." (hamm, to colin, who was trying to seduce people ...mainly jon... while doing the arm excercises at rehearsal)


thoughts: renata, come home! now! i miss you! and i had to call your cell today, because rachael needed to get ahold of emily... and i talked to kelly, but not you... and *sniffle* it was so distressing. if you aren't home by tomorrow, i'm calling you and yelling at you *nod* i'm really tired. so, i'm gonna go finish talking to erin... then go to bed.


*megan*

"They should re-hire Adam as Official Manley Wrangler or something."


*so amused* poor unloved manley. well... poor .... loved by tons of teenyboppers manley. *nod*


*megan*

wearing: dark brown corduroys ... how do you spell cordouroy... is it like that? or.. the first one? hrm. uhm, anyhow... and a grey shirt.


listening: tick, tick... boom ... come to your senses. though, i think i'm going to dig out the moulin rouge soundtrack in just a second


quote: "stop thundering!" "then stop pouting!" (ben and i on the drive home. we were listening to amethyst... which has thunder in it... and ben kept thundering along...)


thoughts: went to big mikes with nic for lunch today. he whined about his hair alot. he thinks they over bleached it, but it totally looks fine. everyone go tell nic that his hair looks good.


i took my psychology test today, it was really easy... but it's mr. neuzil, so i guess that's to be expected. we also watched a really odd video today. oh well.


ben owes me some photo paper, everyone pester ben to bring me photo paper. oh, speaking of ben... he's taking nude pictures of himself right now. (hmmm that sounds really bad... but, hey) they're for photography... and ... if it works out like he's planning... hopefully the camera will be strategically positioned so they aren't x-rated. i wish him luck.


i would be taking pictures... but my camera is over at jed's. *SIGH* alas. and, might i add... my self portrait pictures won't be nude. (i'm sorry ryan).


i have no idea what time it is. i hope i'm not late to rehearsal or anything. bah.


*megan*

wearing: rehearsal clothes, pink sweater, tennis shoes.. grey socks with purple flowers on them. *nod*


listening: rent, bootleg, jeremyroger, mattmark... but good *nod*


feeling: quite merry.


thoughts: abi is ALSO most like sailor moon and sailor venus! GO abi!! woohoo! (for you non west high theatre people... abi is playing the queen of hearts in alice in wonderland, also we are desperatly in love *nod*) anyhow. yes. abi amuses me. she doesn't have to come to rehearsal AT ALL this week. the lucky bitch. she' going to be very excited that i wrote a whole paragraph about her in my "thingy" (it's a blog, abi dearest).


went over to jed's after rehearsal tonight (we had afterschool rehearsal, and no one told me until like... fifth hour. even hamm didn't tell me. she did give me an incredibly good apple though.. mmmm) anyhow. it was fun, only i left my camera over there *sniffle*. in camera related news, i got a role of pictures from a couple weeks ago back. *nod* they're color, which is unusual for me, but they're reeeeeally funny. there's one that ben took of me trying to pull his shoe off. then there's another that ben took of me glaring at the camera with my hair all messed up. it's got a bunch of reeeeeally good pictures... one of aric looking super cool... one of ben looking... like ben... a couple of nic looking very much like the well groomed abercrombie boy that he is (i love you nic ^_- ) and, one of shawn berry making the WEIRDEST face during photography class.


in photography class news, rachael (the teacher) is pregnant ^_^ yay rachael! she's so happy, she brought us a bunch of mini snickers candy bars today, and we all just messed around. it was great.


ahm. i had more to say. but i forgot. so yeah.


we could light the candle ^_-


*megan*

i am most like sailor venus and sailor moon *nod* sailor scout selector told me so. *nod*


*megan*

wearing: jeans, my painty shoes, a dark grey *and* light greyish shirt thing *nod* i like it a lot, only i think it makes me look all disproportionate... so uh.. yeah, it also gives me reason to attempt using big words that i can't spell *sniffle*


feeling: good i suppoooose.


listening: rent... the obcr. it keeps pissing me off, i'm like "*gasp* anthony forgot the beginning of t:m! " then i remember that the beginning of t:m isn't on the obcr. ok, renata and kait and del are the only ones who understood that.


quote: "no more taking showers in the kitchen while your roomate's eating breakfast and you're getting water on his cornflakes"


thoughts: went to the mall. i think i said that already *looks* no i didn't. i said it in an e-mail, to renata and company. i bought some strawberry hello kitty gum at mind matters. it's so good. i only had cherry gum last night. bah. cherry gum is evil.


ah, i went over to jed's for lunch today (well, we went to pancheros, then to his apartment, but... same thing.) i had fun. *nod* renata and i decided that he could potentially be the imaginary offspring of mark cohen and renata. he's prolly reading this... and thinking "boy, megan sure is a freak." but, i am, so i suppose it's ok. *nod* anyhow.


i keep almost iming curtis. i really need to stop that... or i'll actually im him. i should just put him at the bottom of my buddy list with trey and matt and maggie and other people i don't particularly care about. i mean... not that i don't care about.. but.. *sigh*


renata left as soon as i got online. i imed her to tell her i painted my nails. and she left. i guess she's just too good for me and my sparkly blue nails. *coughs* renata's such a skanky. *hair toss*


uh oh, she just came back. *runs away*


*megan*
oh, and renata, i wrote you a postcard today. *nod* it's a CAREBEARS postcard. how cool am i?

RML
by Kait
I have a lot of friends on RML
I can't list them all, it'd take too long to tell
But they're really shibby people like Megan and Elmo
And Renata and Chelle and Tiff and Ayano.
There are more, and they're nifty and crazy.
But I don't want to list them cuz I'm too lazy.


i love kait. she is one of my herds. (yes, herd... not hero.)
*mwah* kait!


*megan*

oh... one more thing.... jesse is no more. *sigh* jan decided the time has come to send him away from the land of panera. poor jesse.

oh, and the band thing was cancelled today. bah.

wearing: i'm quite the beauty queen in khakis and a pink polo shirt. *princess wave* and, from the knees down, my khakis are espresso colored... guess what i've been up to!


feeling: like a total geek. i cannot stop smiling.


listening: guess what i remebered to get out of my car! *listens to guesses* no. you're all wrong. it's the tick, tick.. boom cd!


quote: "i'd like a cafe lat." *sigh* mall people.


thoughts: so. and incarnation of mark cohen was at panera today. seriously, the second i saw him, i wrote about it on a napkin... something like "tell renata, markish boy... glasses and all." i kind of leaned over and was like "oy! i like your glasses! and... your shirt! *flail*" and he smiled, and kind of wandered away... and i was like "awww cute"....


then. he came back, and i noticed him at the end of the line, and i was like "aaaww" and ranted about him to piel ah... who told me that someone wanted her to work at hooters... and i remembered exactly *why* i don't talk to piel ah. anyhow, he was like "uh, so... umm would you want to hang out sometime? and ... uh, we could talk about my shirt and my glasses?" and i was so amused. perhaps because i'm very easy to amuse... or perhaps he's very witty... or... perhaps both. (the alice in wonderland script has me saying 'perhaps' between every word...) so. i was like "uhm ah... uhm!" (because i'm so articulate and witty myself...) and wrote my numbers down and was like "i'd love to" or something equally moronic. then i got all paranoid that he wouldn't call me, so i begged jan to give me a five minute break so i could go stalk him at hot topic. and after whining incessantly (ok, i tried three spellings of that damn word, and it just won't work. bite me all you people who can spell. i hate you all) aaaanyhow, she let me. and i was like "uh, closing's gonna take forever... but, lets do something tonight?" and it worked out... and uh.. yeah.


sidenote to renata... *deep breath* he has the rent book of doom. *nods sagely at renata's reaction* and, he answered the phone "empire records open til midnight... AND the tv was on noggin when he turned it on, and BILL NYE WAS ON!!! *shares bill nye love with renata*


we talked for awhile, and i was considerably late getting home. and my dad was like "*rowr* you're late!" and i was like "dad, isn't red dwarf the best show ever!?" and he was like "no, go to bed, and feed the cat... and lock it up" (dill is still escaping through the ceiling and the air vents. he's houdini.) so yeah. so, in conclusion, i always forget how hard it is to kiss people when you're chewing gum. ^_~


*megan*

forgot to say: erin and i saw brett johnson driving the zamboni thingy at the ice rink. coolest damn thing in the entire world. wish i did stuff like that at panera. *sigh* i'd consider working at the ice rink, but i can't skate AT ALL. *shrug* and i'm cold all the time, so ice prolly isn't a good medium for me.

wearing: pj pants, close up shirt (really, i dont' ALWAYS wear the same thing for weeks at a time...)


feeling: aaaagh. i don't know. i'm happy, but then, i'm stressed out like NO other from real life... then, the movie erin and i went to see stressed me out even more... and, i have to work tomorrow, and go to the stupid band thing... and *sob*


listening: ok, i SO wanted to listen to TTB. but, i cannot find the damn thing. it's down stairs somewhere. so i'm listening to a rent bootleg (joshua!roger, curtis!mark, karmine!mimi woooooooot!)


quote: there are prolly SO many from tonight. but i cannot even remember any. but, uhm, i was sure i'd be able to think of one. and i can't *hangs head in shame*


thoughts: ok, so after school... erin and i went and sat in on a rehearsal for the musicians in the alice in wonderland pit. *nod* the cheshire cat theme rules. i loved it so much. then, i just sort of discussed random things with bridget (person who's composing the music). THEN... erin and i were randomly like "let's go to the mall" so, we did. we were there for prolly.... five to seven hours total. we went at like... 4:30ish. and shopped for awhile, and hung around with various people. i went into abercrombie for the first time in my entire life. looking for men's khaki's *nod* ah, we spent like an hour at mind matters talking about sanrio stuff. aaaaah... then we hung around... then we decided to go to a movie, but we'd missed all the 7ish ones... so we went to a late one.


movie... serendipity... it was good and horrible. like, *SIGH* it made me SO mad, i was SO stressed out. it was awful. but, then again, the last like... five minutes made it all worth it. the two previews looke like they'd be hilarious. *sigh* one was... *drumroll* an NSYNC MOVIE!!! starring LANCE! i was so happy. i'm SO going to see it. it actually looked kind of good. but the preview gave away the entire thing. *sigh*


then we spent like 20 minutes in the parking lot ranting about how stressful the movie was, then a guy i dont' know drove by and waved at me...


miss abi wrote me a beautiful love e-mail today. i will treasure it always.


erin and i are considering starting a joint blog. possibly a group blog. those who may be interested can apply in person to either me or erin. only those with the highest references will be accepted.


panera seems to have hired TONS of new people, none of them speak english though. which is slightly annoying. both to the people who have to train them, and to the customers. but, whatever... they're trying. it's just... not nearly as much fun to work with two girls who are terrified of me, and like... look like they want to hide under the counter... as it is to work with bethany, seth, jesse... thomas, angela t, luke1 (or luke2) and marin. i miss marin so much *sniffle*. MAAAARIN! i miss you! i want to be able to work mondays again! *sniffle*


and so.... goodnight.


*megan*

wearing: jeans and my close up sweat shirt ^_^


thoughts: ah, so many things i'd like to say, but cannot. alas.


rather bad day today. but, it had high points... so *shrug* i bet it averages out to be a mediocre day.


i just about imed curtis instead of kait... he signed on right as i was double clicking kait's sn. that would have been interesting. "hey, do you want curtis's last mark *and* the nytw cds?" "uh, who is this" "*GASP* curtis! ah! i'm sorry! this is renata! i'm such a dork!" *giggles evilly towards renata*


uhhhm. i'm tired.


brian (aka skanky) said the funniest thing today. but i can't repeat it here, as it was making fun of someone who might read this... but, *giggle* i was vastly amused.


*megan*

wearing: grey baggy pajama pants, with black baggy pajama pants under them... a blue long sleeved shirt, and my close up sweatshirt (i FOUND it! it was in my desk drawer! i'm soooo happy about it, i love this sweatshirt!)


feeling: well, i have a fever of 102.6 last i checked... so, that's not too hot. or... maybe it is hot.. oy, i didn't even mean... i... ugh. anyhow... i feel awful, it feels like there's something scratchy in my throat and it makes me cough constantly... then on top of that i'm sneezing all the time... and my head hurts, and i'm tired *cries*


thoughts: *sigh* just... *sigh* i'm so tired, i'm so busy... i have SO much to do... ugh. i just don't know where to begin. i have rehearsal everynight, which actually isn't that bad, unless the entire ensemble's there, in which case, i really can't get anything done. oy, my dad's messing with the phone lines so now i can't sign on for like another half hour, so i'll just have to hope that blogger has the integrity to save this offline.


if i don't come back tonight, i'm just going to post this tomorrow morning. yeah.


sorry to everyone i sorta ditched.


*megan*

thoughts: i went to the fiddler's picnic today. it wasn't really any fun at all, but oh well. ah, there was a little girl who had ladybug boots on. that's all i wanted to post about.


*megan*

wearing: sweat pants, and a sweat shirt, and big wool socks.


feeling: i think... that i'm dying. *sigh* everytime i sneeze i'm like "dear god, my head's collapsing!" i'm coughing all the time, i've ceased throwing up, which is good... but i still have a horrible headache and i think all my muscles are like... disintegrating


listening: stuuuuuart


thoughts: so, i went to homecoming tonight, at my mother's insistence. i felt ok at first, like at emily's before hand... i was a little anti social, but i really wasn't feeling too bad. then at carlos o'kelly's where we went for dinner... i was like "i really do'nt feel like eating, because i'm dying *nod*... then, the dance, as usual the music sucked, i felt like crap... and like, everyone except maybe five of us... was grinding madly on the dance floor. seriously, i do not need to see that. also, there were several girls who were wearing tie on shirts, and had i felt well enough to stand up, i SO would have untied them. i hate shirts like that.


afterwards, diana and will (patrick's little brother... and my date.. he was so cute) and i went to the java house, and i had a huge mocha, and now the caffeine and the nyquil are doing battle. uhm... yeah, homecoming sucked, as usual... ben won most talented male, congratulate him... not like he'll care, but whatever.


i... am going to go lay down (lie down?) and die.


see you all on monday (because, yess, i'm going to school even if i'm still in a comatose state)


*megan*

wearing: black warm up pants and my close up washington dc shirt.


feeling: exhausted. i get the feeling that i'm going to be exhausted for the next couple months.


eating: nothing, but i had some eggs earlier. my dad makes me dinner every night at like 10:00 when i get home.


listening: nsync. (yay renata for sending this to me! as soooooon as i find the nytw cds, i'll copy them for you ^_^)


should be: doing LOTS of school related stuff.


thoughts: i hate ap english. oy. maybe it's just my class, but it SUCKS... and i love english, and i like mrs. van zante (despite the fact that i am TERRIFIED of her)... *sigh* i just hate that class so much, and i've been sick lately, which isn't cool, because i'm absent, and i miss stuff, and i hate going in to explain, and oy. i hate it.


rehearsal was good tonight... last night though, hamm gave this BIG speech about freshmen getting too cocky and not respecting anyone... and was REALLY mad, and i had NO idea what was going on... it was SO confusing. tonight though, we did the duchess scene, which is going well i guess, but i really don't like paul. i know a lot of my friends are like "paul is the coolest! he's so funny! he's just great!" but he's ANNOYING and doesn't listen to anything anyone tells him. like, i was like "hamm asked me to tell you to grab the big spoon as a rehearsal prop... " then he comes out on stage without it, and hamm tells him to go get it, and he's like "really? like.. go get it? the BIG one? really?" and everyone was just like "YES, the BIG one... GO GET IT!" *SIGH* um yeah. so the duchess scene, which needs to be memorized by next week *nod* then we did the caterpillar scene. it was good, ah, then we started working on the mock turtle and gryphon scene... nick is HILARIOUS. oooooh my god. ryan is ... ryan... he's SO perverted, it's amusing, we're all like "ryan, it's a childrens show, CHILDREN'S SHOW!" that's all we got done tonight though. *sigh*


does anyone want to come to ames with me next thursday night? please? i don't want to go alone... please? we'd miss thursday school.... and get to see rent thursday night... please??? i'm going to cancel my trip if i can't get someone to come with me.


*megan*

wearing: rehearsal clothes, and my pretty pink sweater


feeling: tired, but really reassured and happy about the show. tonight's rehearsal was really great.


eating: nothing right now, but i plan on running downstairs to find something to eat. i'm REALLY hungry


listening: elvis costello, of course.


should be: doing english homework, but i'll do it tomorrow during an open.


thoughts: went to the millenium super buffet with brian and keith. SO much fun. brian is hilarious. i almost choked to death laughing like four times. and then keith and i went and got his car washed, then brian called and was like "you left all your stuff in my car!" and, that meant... my keys too... so he came back and gave me my stuff, and checked tire pressure and whatnot... it was goodtimes.


rehearsal tonight was fun, we did the caterpillar scene and the duchess scene, and got them both loosely blocked. tomorrow and wednesday are the tea party scene, and... *thinks* scene 11, whatever that is...the trial... i think. hamm was ranting about ensemble characters holding the stage, and she said prolly the nicest thing she's ever said to me/about me... "i'm not worried about megan holding the stage, she's got it entirely under control, she can draw the audience to her in a second, that's why i cast her" and i was like *grin and run into paulina*


random sidenote, i love paulina... we have so much fun at rehearsal, it's great.


brett came and watched part of rehearsal, and i was SO confused... i was like "oh, there's michael, out in the house... *doubletake* wait, michael's on stage! *flail*" the caterpillar scene's going to be reeeeally fun. as is the duchess scene, and the little doorman transition between them... *happysigh*


i need to go get some food, so adieu.


*megan*