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ever since i updated aol, my computer has SUCKED. stupid aol. i fucking hate you.


that's the main reason i don't blog so often anymore, it takes FOREVER to do anything, and i have to type everything in notepad, because i can't type ANYthing on webpages... it takes forever.


so, apologies for the lack of posts. but, really there's nothing interesting to post about. i work a lot. it's not exciting. at all. don't believe erin, it really isn't. i go out occasionally... the only time that's really exciting is when i run into gabe, or when trey does something stupid and patrick gets upset, and drama ensues. or when ivy and i climb fire escapes.


i need to talk to patrick. just rant and rave and be a horrible person for feeling how i do... about... things. but. he has drama, so i won't, because he needs me to listen. le sigh.


i've been listening to a lot of stuart and being very contemplative and occasionally depressed.


my day off is drawing to a close. i don't have another until sunday. yuck. i hate my schedule. at least i got my friday shift figured out. it was just...too long. and i would have killed myself. i can't work every day, then a 9 and a half hour shift, plus opening the next day... i'm exhausted all the time as it is. (my own fault, for being out and about... but, it's that or... have no social life, and want to die.)


i'm in too bad of a mood to be blogging.