oy...

adam- i brought spiceworld out and about (oot and aboot) for you tonight. and what thanks do i get? you left without saying goodbye. i had to ask nick if you left! and i didn't want to! and it wast HORRIBLE. i almost cried. (not really...) but i WAS distressed because nick is really not my biggest fan. and i was like "*meep* um... nick?" "yeah" "did adam leave?" "adam left" "oh. *runs away*" and i went to danny and beau and they were like "why do you care if adam left!?" and i was like "*meep* *runs away*"


alex- i was sitting in my car, about 4:30 this morning, after SUCH a weird night... thinking... what do i do? i'm so confused about feelings and people and EVERYthing. and all of a sudden.... "don't stop believin" came on the radio. and i just stopped, and thiought of you and missed you. and was like "aw."


in other news, i have to be up in two hours. dammit all.