so many phone calls today. bah. SO many.


and... none of them had any importance whatsoever... (except del saying she couldn't come *saaaad*)


am now wearing my ENORMOUS studio 13 shirt, and eating potato chips.


and waiting for my parents to GO AWAY. they're leaving for minneapolis as soon as my mom gets off work. thank god.


i had the weirdest dream last night. i was working at JC penneys, and they had these giant fish tanks... and they were divided into like... seven sections.... and like, one side (3 sections) had goldfish (really BIG goldfish) and the other side (3 sections) had weird little clearish fish. and then there was one section in the middle with no fish. well, i was walking in with kristin (who just got married, remember?) and she had a little bag with some fish from wal mart, and she'd like.... gotten permission from teh supervisor to put them in the center section. and she asked me to help, and i was like "aaah, i really don't like fish.... um, but, ok." so, i helped her put the fish in the middle section, and it freaked me out alot. THEN the supervisor's like "megan, i need you to transfer these fish *gestures to random extra fishtank in back* to the front tanks" and they were the big goldfish..... and i was SO freaked out, but i did it anyways.... only, while i was doing it, one of them touched my hand.... and i FREAKED OUT. and like, there were fish everywhere. and i was seriously panicking... (i'm the only person who had nightmares like this about fish.... but oh my god, i'm freaking out just remembering.) ok, so i'm freaking out, and there are fish all over the place.... and all of a sudden... thad's there! and i'm like "what the hell is thad doing here?" but apparently (in my dream..) he works at JC penney, and he had a suit on... (i remember thinking that he looked weird in a suit) but, he saved me! and took care of all the fish. and is now my hero.


so, analysis.... i have an unhealthy fear of fish (knew that...), and apparently a desire for thad to save me? strange. it was REALLY strange. and i feel like... the fact that i was there with kristin also illustrates my recent freaking out about everyone getting married..... and.... the whole "working there" thing is me freaking out about jobs and money.... yes. so, that's that.


ok, i have to go call ivy, so that we can figure out where we're having this party tonight. (we have a keg... and a tapper dealie (thanks to thad), but no where to HAVE the party... anyone who lives near the bar want ot have a party at their place?)