a sweatshirt as a costume for being the bad guy in an acting class at kirkwood is not a life or death situation. fuck off. oh, and "etidorhpa" the people who read this page regularly are my friends, who DO care about my ego centric, bitchy live. "What does that say about you? You seem very selfish and ego-centrical, this guy is your boyfriend, why don't you listen to him and believe what he says? Is it because of a guilty conscious? Have you been lying to him? Don't be such a bitch, be a girlfriend if that's what you are supposed to be." well, heeeeeey guess i don't WANT to be a girlfriend. maybe that's why we agreed to NOT be doing that right now, reeemember that? guess not. anything else anyone has to say about this can be emailed to me, and i will handle it personally. i'm going to continue my blog with updates from my life. because i'm doing pretty damn good right now.


hey, speaking of bitches, i saw kristin today.


oh and kyle, sweetie pie, toast twin, leadintheshow twin, usingstuart'scellphone twin... thank you. and anonymous... thank YOU! and, thank you to all the darling people who i don't know who read my blog. you should all e-mail me. kyle was a darling anonymous person who reads my blog, and look at the status he rose to. all because he imed me.


i feel really sick to my stomach now. but, i'm not going to delete the past comments, or the past post. because, it's MY journal, and that was how i was feeling last night. i make no apologies, and even after having slept on it, i'm still pissed. bite me bite me bite me.


ok, that all said and done, i went to the city vs. west football game tonight. it was cool to see everyone (SOOOOO many people.) oh!!!! and nic young was there. and it was so funny, i was talkign to jenny evans, and i'm like "OH MY GOD NIC!!" and i get all ready to run over to him then i'm like "wait, nic's at drake, it's zac." then, i saw he was wearing a "young republicans" sweatshirt (grrr) and was looking DAMN foxy. and i'm like "well, maybe it IS nic..." and jenny said it was. so i ran over and we hugged for like thirty seconds. i missed him so so so so so much. and i admired his earring, and he told me the story of getting his car towed. and i told him to stop drinking, and he said he'd stay sober tonight. and i was like "yyyyeaaaaah, right." someone should call him and see how he's doing with that. AND... he's gonna be in town for rocky. fuck me sideways i'm just so thrilled.


and i saw aric, mister AP. and, i forgot to tell him i heart it when he darts me. and andrea likes to watch (i heart nic and andrea like sisters!) anywho, aric gave me $$ for tickets, and him and andrea are gonna come see me on closing night!! SO thrilled! (i'd say fuck me sideways again... but i dont' want to be redundant) and i'm gonna do everything i can to sit on aric's lap at some point while i'm oot and aboot harrassing audience members (same goes for nic. and everyone i know who's coming). ah, i also saw dooooouglas weiss (i always sing "wise up, doug weiss" whenever i see him. i enjoy telling him that he's "as sensual as a pencil" so, he needs to see the show so he will understand WHY i sing that...) and i saw patrick reed. who was just like "*chuckle* megan." and did his little patrick thing. i love him so much. seriously, i would marry patrick reed. he's just so darn hilarious. and cute. *big exaggerated wink*


i saw lots more people, but i don't remember... oh, camille, and brittany, and doran (*gasp*) and josh, and like a billion others. grace and holly and everyone. only they all seemed sorta disappointed that i was around. so i was like "nyaaah, i'll go hang out with aric, he'll hug me and spin me around in circles!" which is exactly what happened.


did i mention that devin was along for all this? he was. but he's a city high fan, so there was tension (well, not really tension, since i didn't care...b ut whatever) and he wore my markscarf, and looked very stylish. and he got to meet everyone, and hang out with jenny for awhile while i was busy reunioning (is that a word?) with nic. jenny was like "hello rocky, it's good to see you again." since, when he walked into pan(t)era with me, she was like "that's rocky. right there. yup, has to be." and then, aric was like "that'd better be blond hair under there!!" (devin was wearing a bandana) and we assured him that it was.


i just talked to luke (marin's luke) for like fifteen minutes determining if "my frank" and "frankie" were the same person. they are. and he's not really MY frank so much. (unless he'd like to be *wink wink*) but, in terms of our conversation it made sense. how many franks are there running around iowa city, especially ones my age, who lived here, then new mexico, and now go to SHAC. it should have taken less than 15 minutes for us to figure this out.


now that i feel all wonderful and happy i'm going to sleep. gooooodnight.