ok.... several random things.
1. i miss the old days. back when i read the rentboards religiously, when i knew EVERYONE... and everyone knew at least that i was megan or renata. like, pre san fran. and even IN san fran. i miss renata soooo soooo much. and everyone.... i miss all the rent people i've met over the past... four years. i want everything to go back to being simple and easy, and happy and full of rentheads. sure most rentheads annoyed me, because they were either pretentious, or teenyboppers... (the ones i'm still in touch with aren't either, which is why i'm still in touch with them...and the ones who would cut in on flame wars just to say renata and i were funny... i liked them too.)
2. i feel fat. it's been a long time since i've felt fat. but i feel massive today. like, it disgusts me to look in the mirror. a tiny part of me has remained rational... but another part of me is going "you're THIRTY pounds heavier than last year, THIRTY! that's like... a lot. (i couldn't think of anything that weighed thirty pounds for me to compare with...)
3. i had a scary dream last night. that one of my friends died, but i dont' know who it was. it was so vague. i just remember feeling torn apart... and i had to speak at the funeral... only i was crying so hard i couldn't.
4. i hate negative energy like this. i used to be SO full of it. all i did was whine, and hurt myself and everyone else. and i'm happy now. dammit. i'm happy, i wear bright colors, i have friends... so *why* am i all cranky tonight?? *sigh* i guess no one can be perky and cheery all the time....
5. i used to love winter. it was my favorite season. now i HATE it. snow sucks, it's pretty for like... fifty seconds, then it's all dirty and gross. and it cripples everything. the roads are STILL bad... from snow on FRIDAY NIGHT. i have seen like... three snow plows. there seems to be a serious lack of snowplows in iowa city. c'mon people, clearing the snow away is your JOB. you've been loafing around all winter, now work for one freaking weekend, eh?
6. i'm changing the name of my blog to "human girl". don't be fooled, i'm not getting deep or insightful. nor will the layout be changing, i'm just gonna make a new graphic for the top... and... yeah. that should be about all. "human girl" is a beautiful stuart davis song. just fyi.
1. i miss the old days. back when i read the rentboards religiously, when i knew EVERYONE... and everyone knew at least that i was megan or renata. like, pre san fran. and even IN san fran. i miss renata soooo soooo much. and everyone.... i miss all the rent people i've met over the past... four years. i want everything to go back to being simple and easy, and happy and full of rentheads. sure most rentheads annoyed me, because they were either pretentious, or teenyboppers... (the ones i'm still in touch with aren't either, which is why i'm still in touch with them...and the ones who would cut in on flame wars just to say renata and i were funny... i liked them too.)
2. i feel fat. it's been a long time since i've felt fat. but i feel massive today. like, it disgusts me to look in the mirror. a tiny part of me has remained rational... but another part of me is going "you're THIRTY pounds heavier than last year, THIRTY! that's like... a lot. (i couldn't think of anything that weighed thirty pounds for me to compare with...)
3. i had a scary dream last night. that one of my friends died, but i dont' know who it was. it was so vague. i just remember feeling torn apart... and i had to speak at the funeral... only i was crying so hard i couldn't.
4. i hate negative energy like this. i used to be SO full of it. all i did was whine, and hurt myself and everyone else. and i'm happy now. dammit. i'm happy, i wear bright colors, i have friends... so *why* am i all cranky tonight?? *sigh* i guess no one can be perky and cheery all the time....
5. i used to love winter. it was my favorite season. now i HATE it. snow sucks, it's pretty for like... fifty seconds, then it's all dirty and gross. and it cripples everything. the roads are STILL bad... from snow on FRIDAY NIGHT. i have seen like... three snow plows. there seems to be a serious lack of snowplows in iowa city. c'mon people, clearing the snow away is your JOB. you've been loafing around all winter, now work for one freaking weekend, eh?
6. i'm changing the name of my blog to "human girl". don't be fooled, i'm not getting deep or insightful. nor will the layout be changing, i'm just gonna make a new graphic for the top... and... yeah. that should be about all. "human girl" is a beautiful stuart davis song. just fyi.
posted by megan at 12:15 AM
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