:: The Optic Monologues ::

:: Thursday, February 14, 2002 ::

Happy Singles Awareness Day!
I usually dred this day, but for some reason I'm really giddy. Dancing to and from the bathroom *NOT the potty dance* and singing. I don't know....... I feel like something good is going to happen today. I feel peaceful, which is rare. I'm eating those little candy hearts And burning a Singles Awaresess Day CD. It's an affirmation of self. And a Lovey-Gooey CD. It's an affirmation of....... gooeyness. I feel like no one can drag me down. Let's see how long it lasts........
I hope my performance final isn't today. Because I can't do it. That sucks. Still don't have a horn, so I can't go to applied again.
Watched Moulin Rouge. Cried. Again. I'm eventually going to write an analysis of it. I haven't written anything decent in months. Nothing non-fiction, anyway.
Should I not be lining my eyes with ink pen every few days? Is that toxic...?

Listening To: Ice Ice Baby - Vanilla Ice. loling. Turn off the lights, and I GLOW!
Mood: Perky
Watching: My So-Called Life
:: Delanor Benson 8:38 AM [+] ::

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:: Wednesday, February 13, 2002 ::

Ok, so I want an apartment in the worst way. I want it with every cell in my being. But I have no one to share it with. And it's more expensive than dorms. So it looks like no apartment for del next semester. As long as I get a single, I'm ok. And I will. I think I want to live in Ford or Weller. They're nice and cozy. And I could get a single. Maybe this time a *normal* single instead of a physical one.

Reasons I need an apartment:
I haven't had Velveeta Shells N' Cheese in so long
My own bathroom. I don't mind this community thing at all, I just think it would be nice.
More wall space for my posters.
If I had an apartment with someone cool, it would be fun
A bedroom, because I need my private space.
More room in general. My room is....... like, 9' by 15'. Roughly. Not big. Again..... not a huge deal, but it's kind of annoying, because I have so much crap.
I can be like "yeah, it's over in my apartment......"
Louder music. The walls are thicker.
Better temp. control.
I just do.

UCourt apts. are 3676.00 a year. per person. that does not include electric and water. It includes trash service, cable *lots of it*, and free local calls. This also does not include food, but you can still buy a meal plan. I wouldn't.
Right now my room here is ......... *sigh* I can't find the site that says. But less than that.
Why torture myself? Weller or Ford is fiiine. Nice, even.
I don't feel well.
The Celery Stalks at Midnight.
:: Delanor Benson 1:30 AM [+] ::

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:: Sunday, February 10, 2002 ::

I got the new Bad Religion CD!
*does the angry liberal punk dance*
*falls*
I'm so happy. I almost got No Control, but then I decided against it. Because The Process of Belief came in a cooler package. It was shiny.
I REALLY don't want to go back to school. I just don't. Because I'm fucking crazy. And crazy people shouldn't *have* to take stupid Flute or Music History or Psych exams. It's not fair. ;) Though going back *does* have it's perks. nudge nudge. Some of you know what I mean.
Today I also put a gorgeous red and black corset on layaway at HotTopics. It's really, really pretty. And I'm sexy, jah? I'll have it with a loooong black skirt. And cool jewelry. And we'll be ready for some serious Phantom action. I also saw Freddy Got Fingered today. It was really funny, I admit.
Nilla wafers. mmmm.

Listening To: The Process of belief album, Bad Religion. Doi.
Mood: Forboding, if that's possible.
:: Delanor Benson 12:32 AM [+] ::

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W3rd up dawg. I be da flyest Jesus of them all. Sure, I may sing pop music in a group with a bunch of sissy white boys, but it brings in the bling-bling. And like any good savior, I get all the virgins I want for eternity.


Take the What Jesus Would You Be? Quiz

Ok, so that's the funniest thing I've read in awhile......
:: Delanor Benson 12:06 AM [+] ::

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