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Friday, February 28, 2003

listening to: ani d, as is (live)

i feel really naked without my tori mp3s. i need to rip them. (see, i burned alll my other mp3s that i wanted on to one data cd. and then tori ones on, um, four audio cds. so i still need them. yes.)

anyway. started up a new sims game. i've decided to break away from the rent-themed neighborhood and go with fictional characters. my first household is tristan and yvaine thorn (from stardust by neeeeil.) mostly because i wanted to use the pretty, flow-y silver dress for yvaine. they go well. tristan got hired in the slacker track! (he's a golf caddy right now.)

(and yes, i am a big loser who stays home on friday night and plays sims. so it goes.) anyhow. future households i'm considering:
maureen and joanne (rent, of course)
trinity and neo (matrix; would allow me to use black leather. of course, so would maureen.)
anne and gilbert blythe (anne of green gables)
errrm. arwen and aragorn, perhaps.
hope and bobby strong (from urinetown)

so. basically i'm whoring myself out for suggestions about my future sims ^_^

(oh!! and i bought a costume chest, and tristan changed into a pirate outfit!!! i wanted to take a picture, but then he changed back. stupid tristan. and then i tried to make him change again, but he changed into a doctor. and then i got bored with that.)

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listening to: conan o'brien show, some guy singing about preparation h

three things that i adore:
~ bessie (and airport firmware updaaaates)
~ conan o'brien
~ sleep!

*swoon* so yeah, all's working with bmm.

oh, i also adore apple safari. kickass browser.

a few things i don't adore: lack of a delete button, and lack of a home button.

but i'll deal. because i really adore this whole laptop/airport thingummie. and this is by far the sexiest computer i've ever used. (you ask how an inanimate object can be possible? well, it is. it's just very well designed. as is o sx.2.)

megan and eliz and i rock. because we finished our euro project several hours before the deadline. yay! and i'm almost done with my other euro project. which is really dumb. like. we have to... i forget the exact assignment... make one cartoon that a member of the russian intelligentsia circa 1865ish would make to convince the peasants to UPRISE! aaaah! and then one that someone today would use to convice the "peasants" to voice their opinions re: iraq. and we can't use words. so, my iraq one.. it's this big guy with big ears, and a confused look, with a thought bubble with a car in it. and then a big guy with a beret-ish hat and a mustache, and he's thinking about money. and then at the feet of the big guys are little guys with guns. and they're crying. and that's all in a dream-bubble. and then below that, there are some big guys voting for a (the ballot has pictures) guy with small ears. and then in the last panel, dubya is crying, and everyone else is holding hands. and they're medium size. ("seeee.. when they're drafted, they're small. and when they vote, they're big, because they're powerful! and when they're happy.. they're medium.")

and it's all very poorly drawn. and insanely liberal. but it's hard not to have words and be coherent. yeah.

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i just had to post this cos i didn't cheat at alll.

The only one for you is Neil Gaiman!

Yeah, too bad for you he's married. But you can
join the ranks of screaming fan girls just in
case anyways. Check him out at:

What SF writer will you marry?
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*is a fangirl*

also: buy me this buy me this buuuuuuy me this! aaah!

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Thursday, February 27, 2003

ahem. i rock!!

i'm typing this on my sexy ibook (henceforth bessie, or bmm), in the living room, watching a rerun of conan o'brian. go me.

i'm also in a much much better mood than i was this morning. let's compare and contrast:

this morning:
pissed because my mom is a raging bitch
upset over non-working computers
stressed out because i couldn't find my bankcard or my drivers licence

mom apologized for being a raging bitch, and also left the house
fixed computers
found bankcard and drivers license,
just ate karamel sutra ice cream.)


teehee. i just put my laptop on my lap!

... yes.

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Wednesday, February 26, 2003

listening to: hi-5 theme (in my head); mrs doubtfire in the background.

random amusing quote: "so in 1991 linda [mccartney] started a line of animal... *blink* vegetarian frozen food entrees. with no animals in them."

the damned hi-5 theme song is so catchy. but i don't really know the words. so it's in my head like, "5, 5, 5 hi-5! 5 in the air, let's do it together!* hmm hmm hmmmm hmm... 5"

*does that lyric seem sort of dirty to you too?

anywho. simpsons presentation went remarkably well. there were some rumblings of mutiny (*rumble rumble rumble, mutiny mutiny mutiny*) when certain members of the audience discovered that there would be history involved in the history session. *shrug* but, their loss ^_^ the best part, imo, was when i said the above random amusing quote. stupid animals.

mm. and then i went and picked up my sexy ibook (and reid's computer and assorted peripherals), and i came home and set it up, and allll is peachy.. and then i connect to the internet, and it won't let me do anything. it keeps saying "cannot find server" even though i know it can *frowl* so i called tech support, and they were like "call your isp!" eeeven though our isp cleaaarly works on my mom's mac. and i know it's not with the phone line, cos it willlll dial and connect and such. doh. so i suppose i'll have to make a trek over to connecting point tomorry.

(i have no regrets!)

mrowr. mayhap will install sims. (and house party! they gave me house party free! although i have to buy livin' large. because i neeeed livin' large. oh yeah, and kellie, if you want hot date, it's yours. *nod* and if anyone else wants original sims and livin' large [and you do you do! if you don't have it... let me know. and i'll send you mine. i have some other quality software i need to rid myself of. let me think.
creatures 2

.. hey, pierce brosnan is in this movie! i forgot about that! ... he's hot. anyway.

um. anyway. mathblaster algebra. cosmopolitan makeover. simfarm. simtower. simisle. simsafari. (simsafari rocks! i adore it!) erm... american heritage dictionary. (this thing is greaaat, i love it. *sniff* and will miss it.) x-files unrestricted access. (like. an episode guide, but with more stuff.) maybe some others. i'll have to check upstairs. so yeah, if you want them.. comment me up.

why isn't compulsive bowlers working? *frowl*

five in the air let's do it together...

i'm off. woooot sims! haven't played it in sooo long. mostly because dora lagged like crazy whenever i tried to play it. woot.

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Tuesday, February 25, 2003

listening to: stuart, infinity hymn

random amusing quotes: "sophie, your tongue is SO green!"
"it's because of all the sex!"

"my tummy is full of sex!"

"stop throwing sex at each other!"

(sex, incidentally, refers to those nerds [the candy] that are stuck together in big lumps, like nerd orgies. yeah.)

anyway. braces off! somebody lick me!

hi-5 today was so cute. awwww. curtis had boots! and was a rooster! but not at the same time! and, i made a hi-5 episode guide of dooom, if anyone's interested. yeah.

i was trying to figure out how to link to it, and apparently.. i designed cc.com without ever considering the possibility of curtis being on a children's teevee show. how very shortsighted of me. so. i cooould redesign it. or i could just link the episode guide from the main page.. and.. argh. fine. i need to break it up by show, not by category.. *whine* but that will be SO much work.

stupid curtis, all doin' stuff and stuff.

i'm tiiiired. simpsons presentation tomorrow. *flail* it.. should all go well. i hope.

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Monday, February 24, 2003

listening to: sheryl crow, tomorrow never dies

random amusing quote: "wouldn't it be the cutest thing ever if hello kitty went on a death spree?!"

"josh, can we borrow your... *pause* large stringed instrument to go on a killing spree with?"
"please?! it'll be cute!"
"um, no."
"we'll wash it off when we're done!"

this is my favorite bond theme ever! yay!

anyway. whoooo watched hi-5 this morning?! i did! it was tres cute. i wouldn't recommend it to anyone over the age of 6 who isn't stalking curtis, though.

i accidentally said something really bitchy at spaz bowl today. doh. i've somehow aquired this reputation for being goodnatured, but reaaally i'm a bitch. well. i try to be nice to people. but there are SOME people who just ANNOY me by EXISTING. *frowl* so anyway.. at spaz bowl we always play "cares" against "cools", the cools typically consisting of me, mike, ashvin, and jeff. the "cares" all care about practice. like. they get really upset at any violation of rules. whilst the "cools" (i'm not responsible for that name, fyi) try to have a little fun... s'anyway. the "cares" think that because they care, they're smarter than we are, and that gives them the right to be rather arrogant and occasionally violent. so, yeah. anyway. so mike got some hard tossup right, and dan says, really snidely (or at least, i thought so) "oh, so that's why we keep you around!" and then i said, slightly louder than i meant to.. "yeah, and because he's far more pleasant to spend time with than... um, some people..."

meh well.

dude. jason, you so win... i'm definitely naming my computer bessie mae mucho. yaaaay! *is vastly amused* (bessie mae mucho is my favorite carmen sandiego henchperson. well... *considers* yeah. but i'm also fond of rosa sarroz-arroz. and lee and bill ding.)

oh! and in shakespeare, we're watching the movie version of much ado about nothing, and keanu reeves is don john!! (the villain!) it's so goofy! whenever he walks onstage (er, screen) the whole class just starts snickering. because.. it's keanu reeves! with goofy facial hair!! trying to be evil! baahaha!

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Sunday, February 23, 2003

woohoo, i'm blogging on mom's emac! *is merry*

apparently, x-men is on fox right now! *flail* yay! it was a terrible commercial, though... "trust few, fear the rest"... yeah, because that's the point of x-men... *frowl* whatever. going to go watch it now.

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listening to: paul mccartney, lady madonna (live)

i think i'd be an annoying person to live with, music-wise. i tend to get fixated on one song and listen to it a lot of times in a row. like, i listened to "mother nature's son" about 12 times. (the live one, off back in the us, which i think is a really awkward title. you're always cutting yourself off after the s, so it's like back in the usss... and it leaves all involved feeling vaguely uncomfortable.)

anyway. girls night out last night! very fun. we went shopping (to buy stuff for costa rica!!) and bought ice cream. and brought some to steve, because he got his wisdom teeth pulled out. but most of it we ate, while watching pride and prejudice. well.. we watched the first 3 tapes, and then we skipped to the last one... but then we watched the 5th one. and then the 4th one. yeah. and, goodtimes.

going to do work now. really. i swear.

I am 30% Geek

You probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. You never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But you have friends, and this is a good thing.

Take the Geek Test at fuali.com

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what really happened to rml:


Once upon a time there has a young AUTHOR named KEITH. He was MERRILY FROWLING in the FLUFFY forest when he met ANTISCURYLICIOUS STEPHEN, a run-away PIRATE from the PURPLE Queen PRISCELLIE.

KEITH could see that ANTISCURYLICIOUS STEPHEN was hungry so he reached into his BASKET and give him his CHEERFUL CHEX MIX. ANTISCURYLICIOUS STEPHEN was thankful for KEITH's CHEX MIX, so he told KEITH a very SUICIDAL story about Queen PRISCELLIE's daughter KAIT. How her mother, the PURPLE Queen PRISCELLIE, kept her locked away in a SKYSCRAPER protected by a gigantic LLAMA, because KAIT was so SQUISHY.

KEITH FRUMBLED. He vowed to ANTISCURYLICIOUS STEPHEN the PIRATE that he would save the SQUISHY KAIT. He would FLAIL the LLAMA, and take KAIT far away from her eveil mother, the PURPLE Queen PRISCELLIE, and SURF her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a DOOM-LADEN MONSOON and ANTISCURYLICIOUS STEPHEN the PIRATE began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic LLAMA from his story. PURPLE Queen PRISCELLIE THREW out from behind a SHOE and struck KEITH dead. In the far off SKYSCRAPER you could hear a BEEP!.


Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com

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Saturday, February 22, 2003

listening to: pocahontas, just around the riverbend

*frowl* stupid bloody power went out last night, and i completely lost the simpsons world history sheet i was working on. (not to mention that it froze up about six times... *deep breaths* i won't need to deal with this for much longer..)


my new ibook needs a name. (fyi: this computer is named dora. it's short for la computadora.)
i was thinking about snow white, as kind of a play on snow glass apples. but. i really don't like snow white, i think she's a pansy.

another gaiman character perhaps? um.. death? (i could always go greek and call it teleute..) um. coraline. delirium. anaesthesia. lamia. door. um. what's the star's name? ah, yvaine. hmm. what was war's name, in good omens? carmen? *rummage* (i'm not sure why i'm assuming that my computers are female. perhaps because la computadora is feminine? perhaps just because i am female and my computer is something of an extension of meself? *shrug*) aha. carmine zuigiber. or anathema device, perhaps. hmm. computers are devices, after all. but it seems like it might be bad luck to name one's computer anathema.

i like the word perhaps.

so, practical suggestions:
~ door
~ yvaine
~ carmine
~ coraline

let's see. i could name her random, after arthur's daughter. or fenchurch.

i think door and yvaine are my favorites so far. thoughts?

(arrgh don't tell me there are no spare stack pages! there are lots of spare stack pages! i hate you dora!)_

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Thursday, February 20, 2003

listening to: madonna, die another day

i like this song more than i should. *shrug*

anyhow. brief renata update:
~ have decided to bugger editing the videos, and instead am just burning the whole realvideos to a disc. it won't be as polished, but hey, it'll work. and i'll no longer want to kill myself.
~ went to connecting point today! ordered macs for all!! have mom's emac set up downstairs; reid's emac and my ibook should come in sometime next week. dear god. the emac was SO easy to set up. and so many fewer cords!! and i was just mucking around with it a little bit, but i'm in looooove. mactacular!
~ i'm a nerd. but you all knew that.

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the people's republic of frowltopia just changed from "democratic socialist" to "inoffensive centrist democracy"! ~_~ but, at least our economy is up to reasonable... (awhile ago i accidentally voted to outlaw extremist political groups, so i've been attempting to revitalize our civil rights and political freedoms. also, our economy sucks because i'm a damn hippie.)

The People's Republic of Frowltopia
"Don't Dream It, Be It"

UN Category: Inoffensive Centrist Democracy
Civil Rights: Very Good
Economy: Reasonable
Political Freedoms: Good

The People's Republic of Frowltopia is a large, environmentally stunning nation, renowned for its burgeoning llama population. Its compassionate population of 45 million have some civil rights, but not too many, enjoy the freedom to spend their money however they like, to a point, and take part in free and open elections, although not too often.

The large government juggles the competing demands of the Environment, Public Transport, and Healthcare. The average income tax rate is 28%, but much higher for the wealthy. A very small private sector is dominated by the Information Technology industry.

Cars are banned, voting is voluntary, tourists from around the world come to visit the country's famous rainforests, and the government attempting to revitalize a gutted private sector. Crime is relatively low. Frowltopia's national animal is the llama, which frolics freely in the nation's many lush forests, and its currency is the flail.


still hate realmedia. but am calm. caaaalm. *twitch* calm. [and priscilla, stop using my comments box to spout your anti-mac rhetoric! ^_^ i'll never have to edit videos again after wednesday! neeeeever!]

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Wednesday, February 19, 2003

*deeeeep breaths*



the... goddamn fucking realmedia i hate you so much! *crawls under bed* the converted episode.. it converted... just the audio, not the video! *frowls* and the only thing that makes it better is swearing!

i'm going to bed. i mean. to goddamn bed! ... dammit!

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okay, i just re-read my last post, and apparently i totally forgot how to type. well, that's just how PISSED OFF I AM!

*sends polite, oddly worded HATE LETTER OF DOOM to realmedia and stalks back to little plastic castle*

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i hate realmedia! so very very very much! argh!

see. for the simpsons thing, i need to put together a cd with just the clips that we need, not the whole episodes. uhigh has lots of video editing junk, and maura has all the episodes on cd, so piece of cake, right?! wrooong. because all the episodes are in goddamn realvideo. and all the school software works for every format except real. in fact, nothing works with real. nothing! ever! so. i finally found a realvideo-avi converter. spent abou 2 hours downloading this, installign this, findind that it only works with realvideo 8, not realone (which i have). discovver that real no longer offers rp8 for download. finally find rp8 from some like. golf course website. am confused, but grateful. now. it takes about a minute to convert each minute of video. can't edit the videos, until they're in avi! so, must convert entire episode. so half an hour. times 20. and then, i have to edit them all.

i hate my life. so very, very much.

*stalks off to tower of little plastic castle*

posted by ~renata~ at 10:14 PM
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um. seven thoughts (one for each chakra).

  1. i ended up with the inspector gadget ring. woot. (and no, i can't type in ringtones.. my phone doesn't work like that. *tear*)
  2. I'm an apparently intelligent, liberal, disgustingly generous, relatively well adjusted human being!
    See how compatible you are with me!
    Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
  3. i'm 78% compatible with megan!
  4. reid has an enormolous cast on his leg and it sucks. pooor reid.
  5. yes, amanda, the republican test is incredibly biased. or maybe you just THINK so because you're a member of the PARTY OF EVIL! *cough*

  6. Which Famous Homosexual are you?
    Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
  7. simpsons presentation in a week! aaaah *flails*

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    Monday, February 17, 2003

    woot! i can download new rings onto my sexy new phone! but, they're $1 each, so i only want one... opinions? i've narrowed it down to:

    ~ indiana jones
    ~ inspector gadget
    ~ imperial march
    ~ hey jude


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    listening to: rachael sage, sistersong

    hmm. spanish test was okay. reid broke his ankle.

    (the two are unrelated.)

    i don't know how he's doing, he's still at the doctor or the hospital or wherever he went off to.

    also, i bought a bathing suit, for costa rican purposes. boo-urns for bathing suits. like. it's fine with me if you want to wear one, but personally i don't think that squishy people, like myself, should have to wear them. there should be some alternative. *frowls at tour companies who think that 3 days at the beach is a good idea*

    meh well. at least it'll be the beach in another country.

    *considers* oh, and i got a new cellphone. it's neato, and it has games! when we went into the cellphone store, the guy was like.. shocked at my old phone. he was like, "wow.. um.. where did you GET this?! how long have you HAD it?!" so. hopefully, this one will work, and calling me will no longer resemble the "can you hear me NOW?" commercials. woooot.

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    Sunday, February 16, 2003

    Cynical Liberal
    How Republican Are You?

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    surry, just had to post this because i want to have jon stewart's babies. (and also cuz i got the same thing as kait ^_^)

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    listening to: rachael sage, air we share

    mmm. i had a highly enjoyable day today. did some cleaning and laundry and boring stuff. watched yellow submarine. played some frowl oregon trail. i was mauled by a bear and bitten by a bear. the bear-mauling got infected ~_~ megan suffered from a concussion and a bad cold. chelle also had a concussion (we're a klutzy group) and later some scratches, from when the wagon tipped over. kait suffered from the grippe. priscellie and del made it to oregon utterly unafflicted, which i find a tad suspicious. however, we all made it to oregon city in good health, and i set a new high score! yay! [apologies to those who were unable to travel the trail, but there can only be six in a wagon train, you know.]

    hmm. started reading mort, which came highly recommended by the folks at the neil gaiman boards. so far.. am intrigued, although pratchett's death has nothing on gaiman's death ^_^ (i imagine that sentence would be rather confusing to non-geeks, unfortunately i'm not in the mood to explain.)

    so yeah.

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    listening to: stuart, alms

    lately i've been feeling a lot of bright apocalypse love. it was never one of my favorite stu albums, but now the more i listen to it, the more i liiiiiike it.

    How evil are you?

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    Saturday, February 15, 2003

    listening to: talking heads, and she was

    i'm listening to this song in tribute of megan's 19th birthday.

    well, not really, winamp just went to it. but i thought it would be a nice thing to say.

    i just watched teenage mutant ninja turtles 2: secret of the ooze. yeah vanilla ice. (i'm not sure if the saddest thing here it that reid owns it on dvd, or that i was like "hmm... yellow submarine or ninja turtles 2?!" and i went with ninja turtles.... )

    it was amusing.

    had an interesting conversation with trina about boys. about how some people desperately want them and about how some of the people who have them don't want them. yes. and how boys like ditzy girls. yes. and how i am the girl that boys ask for advice but not on dates and how i am perfectly fine with that at this point in my life. because i would rather, i suppose, have respect than a boyfriend? which is not to imply that they are mutually exclusive. but more and more it seems like.


    but i would rather kiss the soil
    than be crippled by disguise
    better down to earth than pretty

    -- rachael sage

    and i am very tired. perhaps i shall head off to bed.

    ninja vanish!

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    listening to: beatles, when i'm 64

    random amusing quotes: "oh, i don't need a machine to tell me i'm fat on valentine's day!"

    "... the red pill or the blue pill..."
    "damn, that dayquil is powerful!"
    "no, it's totally a mike and ike. i think mike and ikes are more meaningful for me, because i'm mike too."
    "yeah, but isn't that cannibalism? for you and.. eisenhower?"

    "you look familiar..."
    "yeah, you've probably seen me on teevee"
    "yeah, right!"

    "are the angry feminists selling tupperware?! it seems so incongrous to me."

    hmm. i believe that i shall start.. .at the beginning. well. happy belated valentine's day, all! [and happy belated birthday, megan and erin! although i already talked to megan. *nod* but, that's not the beginning.]

    anyway. hmm. okay, we got out of our 9:00 classes to do character counts! i adore my character counts group, it's me, trina, molly, nick, josh, and emily. so, this month's pillar is "fairness." highlights:
    ~ discussion of socialism
    ~ "fairness group hug!"
    ~ nick and josh's improv fairness skit
    ~ "fairness is when.. i don't like you.. but i'm nice to you anyway... wait, is liking people one of the pillars of character?!"

    um. and then. classes. and. hmm. the thespian bakesale had LOTS of surplus food, so we distributed it amongst the lounge. then i helped a bit with scheduling crap for teen institute day, and miriam and steve and i went out for "bitter singles valentine's day". [well, i wasn't bitter. but that's okay.] so, we went to fiesta ranchera. it was good. but i foolishly volunteered to drive, because miriam and steve both have 2-door cars. unfortunately, i had forgotten that miriam and steve are the two most neurotic people i know. dear god. never, ever drive in a car with those two. to make matters worse, the roads were covered with slush, so it would have been difficult enough to drive without two backseat drivers yelling at me, and occasionally hitting me. (and it was so uncalled for!! i'm actually a decent snow driver, because no one ever plows my roads! and the first rule of driving on ice is don't panic! gah! *deep breaths* but i'm okay.)

    anyway. then we visited mike at hobby lobby ("hob lob!") because he's our 4th bitter single. (actually, mike isn't bitter either.) unfortunately, he had to work, so he couldn't come to vagina monologues with us. but, rob and eliz could, so it was fun. it was an amaaazing show. i wasn't familiar with it at all when i went in, but i had been wanting to see it for awhile now.. it was *so* funny. and sad. and true. and, i saw kellie, and i bought a button from her! yay! ("if gay and lesbian people get civil rights, everyone will want them.") then, we called mike, and i dropped off miriam and steve at their cars, and kellie at her dorm, and drove to miriam's house. which was really scary. i was SO glad m&s weren't with me, because when i was trying to turn left onto main from college, the roads were so covered that i couldn't see the lines, and i didn't realize that i was like.. in the intersection. and i couldn't turn, because cars were coming, and i could go, because.. cars were coming, and i couldn't back up, because there was a car behind me.. so i just had to wait it out and hope that the cars in the far lane realized what was wrong and didn't hit me. very scary. but it allll worked out.

    anyway. miriam had never seen the matrix, and we were all scandalized by this. so we designated tonight to "take miriam's matrix virginity". unfortunately, we all kept falling asleep because we were sooo tired. but we took shifts to keep miriam awake. bahah. anyway. the roads were bad, so i spent the night there. and then, they were still bad in the morning.. so i had to stay there until my dad could pick me up when he got off work at 3. unfortunately, miriam had to go to work from 9-6. so, i went up to her room and i started reading a nancy drew book... and then 5 hours later, i woke up with a splitting headache. (now i'll never learn the mystery of the missing window!)

    and the roads were bad. i got really carsick. when i walked inside, my mom said that i looked like someone who had just taken lsd for the first time... but now, some tylenol, dayquil, diet dr. pepper, and peanut butter toast later.. i'm much better. yes. but the roads are seriously crappy. there's a snowdrift in our driveway that is higher than my car. it is beautiful and wild and positively impossible to drive in. the perfect kind of night for curling up on the couch with hot chocolate, popcorn, and a movie.

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    Thursday, February 13, 2003

    listening to: beatles, happiness is a warm gun

    random amusing quotes: "you only charge one cent for hugs?! i charge a quarter, your hugs must suck!"

    dammit. i know there are so many more amusing quotes. but alack, i can't remember them.

    um. the bake sale went reallly well. (um, i don't think i mentioned this.. i was in charge of the thespian fundraiser bakesale. and, it went really well.) i just baked more cookies. wooot.

    miriam and i went to the jazz thingummie at the coffeehouse, and ran into steeeevie and miiiike c. and aaaaaron and jeeeeeff and goodtimes were had. mike and talia and josh rocked it!! and so did everyone else, only i don't really know them. *nods* and, it was fun. and then stevie and miriam and i went walmarting, and i bought more slice and bake cookies. (actually, they aren't even slice and bake.. they're pre-sliced slice and bake!! god, i'm lazy.) and we played with the kids presidential trivia toy. we ran for president and got 800 votes! yay!

    totally forgot i had a spanish composition due today, but i wrote the whole thing in 20 minutes at 11:00. and it's mostly coherent!! i'm my hero.

    (hi wendy! i don't think i know you. but i'm gratified that you don't know the words to "lovely rita" either.)

    and. i'm done, i think.

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    Wednesday, February 12, 2003

    listening to: tori, take to the sky

    random amusing quotes: "waaait, will people think i'm gay if i go to the vagina monologues?"
    "no... just whipped. chicks like whipped!"

    "yeah well, if the game was called 'hit megan in the cleavage', i'd be really good!"

    "sophie's bling blinging with the 'bloons!"

    wheeeeeee. 2:00 was superfun. i heart heart heart all the people who have 2:00 free with me. anyway. mike had his a&w mug, so we tried bouncing pennies off the table and getting them into the mug. i was really, really, really bad at this game, but it was much fun anyway. pennies make a peculiar noise when they are bounced off a lounge table. just fyi. anyway, about 1/2 hour into our game, coach gault asked us to stop. well, he asked us about 3 times. but we're slow. *shrug* yeah. and, miriam and eliz and mike and stevie and i are going to go see the vagina monologues!!! yay! it'll be hilaaaarious to see mike.. and... yeah. *snickets*

    after kickboxing, i helped miriam frost cookies she made for the bake sale. yay! *loves her tools*

    my throat hurts. it... hurts. yes. blah.

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    Tuesday, February 11, 2003

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    listening to: hole, celebrity skin

    dude. we went to connecting point (the mac store) today, and i'm reallly psyched about our upcoming macs. because. dude. *swoon* os x is sooo pretty. dear lord. (and priscellie: you're wrong, you *can* minimize! ha! aand you can use two-button mice. but i'm fond of the no-button-ness, myself.) and, free sims. and airport. and. dear god. so cute. and itunes. and... *swoon* new macs soon! we've tentatively decided to sell our old comps and mac ourselves up over spring break, after i'm back from costa rica. (woot!) [so yeah, i'm a geek. but that's fine with me! 14-inch ibook, heeere i come.]

    mmm, someone's eating chinese and it smells really good.

    anywho. i also get my braces off february 25. (that's in two weeeeeks! yay!) granted, i will have to wear a retainer for like.. the rest of my natural life... but hey.

    at 2:00, sophie made me a pirate mask out of her paper plate, and i wore it under my glasses. it was great. (and it smelled like peanut butter, even though she ate a plain bagel off of it. we think it's a clever plot of the school store to re-use plates, not counting on people smelling them. ha!) anyway. all i could see out of, though, was one little hole, so i was caught unawares when nathaniel poked me in the eye and made me fall over. doh. and then we ripped the plate fighting over it. double doh.

    hate ap euro. proved mr. kinsella wrong today. baaaaaaah.

    am off.

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    random amusing quote: "how fast are the trills in mozart?"
    "there aren't any trolls in mozart!"

    dude. we had a free day in ap lit, so i read a doll house, and then i finished who's afraid of virginia woolf?, and i didn't understand it at alllll. like. i'm going to go read sparknotes. i followed it all up till like, the last 4 pages.. and i was like... what?! *peer* gah! the summary just says "deep secrets"! it doesn't... gah. i'll try the in-depth thingie. um.

    meanwhile. talia and i were singing "lovely rita" today, except we couldn't remember any other words.. so it was like, "lovely rita metermaid.. do do doot do doot do doot... *pause* lovely rita metermaid...." yeah.

    *finally finds desired information* oh.. it's just.. that? okay. i was trying to go like, all fight club or something, i suppose. *is joyous*

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    Monday, February 10, 2003

    listening to: mst3k, godzilla genealogy bop


    a certain priscilla that i know is much cooler than you are, because she's a national merit finalist. *nod* [*mwah!*]

    so yeah. i totally ditched* my car this morning... townline road wasn't plowed, and i hit an icy patch and went totally out of control. it ended up so that the rear end of my car was in the ditch. on the left side of the road. um. but like, i'm totally fine, the car's fine [and let's face it: how could you tell if it wasn't?] i was however amused to note that instead of my life flashing before my eyes, a random stream of obscenities flashed through my head. shit... god fucking dammit i hope i don't fucking crash the fucking car dammit... so i wonder what that says about me? ^_^

    * i use "ditched" here in the midwestern sense of the word, meaning "to run into a ditch".

    school was.

    miriam and i went to culver's after kickboxing today, and it was delicioso.

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    Sunday, February 09, 2003

    i. adore. neil. gaiman.

    (from his journal, a few days back...)

    I think that all writing is useful for honing writing skills. I think you get better as a writer by writing, and whether that means that you're writing a singularly deep and moving novel about the pain or pleasure of modern existence or you're writing Smeagol-Gollum slash you're still putting one damn word after another and learning as a writer.

    (I just made that up. I imagine it would go something like: "Oh, the preciouss, we takes it our handssses and we rubs it and touchess it, gollum....no, Smeagol musst not touch the preciousss, the master said only he can touch the precioussss.... bad masster, he doess not know the precious like we does, no, gollum, and we wants it, we wants it hard in our handses, yesss..." etc etc)

    *snickets merrily*

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    listening to: rent, will i? (bt 12/14/99)

    *is pleased* i just painted my nails. all of them! it's been so long since i've done that. usually i just paint the first couple fingers of my left hand and get distracted. but today i painted all ten. one two three four five six seven eight nine ten.

    they're purple.

    (i've been re-reading brief lives, if that explains anything...)

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    just a note... everyone needs to post to sgt. pepper! *flail* because, i said so.

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    listening to: rent, rent (benny tour 2/14/99)

    i haven't listened to rent in sooo long. *swoons for scott hunt*

    i'm cleaning out boots again. let me know if you want a good bootleg of rent, audio or video. i will hook you up.

    *sigh* it wounds me to get rid of any of my scotttapes, really it does. but really... i have so many. and who wants scottmark when it's tainted with manleyroger? or christianroger? or even caryroger? not i, i say. and... where in the world is muncie act 2? *frowl* carmen sandiego probably stole it. no wait, it's right here.

    *sigh* i am so sentimental about my boots. especially my masters. but how can i rid myself of the last time i saw joshuaroger?! hooow?!

    i'm a dork.


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    listening to: tori, silent all these years (really deep thoughts mix)

    random amusing quote: "ooooh, she starved herself to death, that's why she's not on the show anymore!"

    whee. in preparation for a new computer, i've been burning all my mp3s and suchlike onto cds.

    i have 4 full of tori. and i didn't even burn everything.

    aaanyway. last night. went to mr. uhigh. (like.. a pseudo-boy-beauty pageant, with the money for charity. although it was a charity that i don't support. whatever. that's another story.) it actually was a lot more fun than i was expecting. rock. then, a bunch of us went to see chicago, which i'll sgt. pepper later. (but i will point out that the chicago theater-- where velma and roxie perform at the end-- that's where i saw tori!)

    and then miriam and eliz and i went to trina's house, and watched lizzie mcguire. ah, lizzie. we got into a bit of a tiff over whether lizzie's mom was hot,or merely attractive... but you know.

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    Saturday, February 08, 2003

    listening to: rhs, science fiction, double feature

    doh. i was just about to clean out some of my old bootlegs that i don't watch anymore. unfortunately, i had forgotten that the only thing holding up the shelf above them was in fact the giant stack of tapes...

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    listening to: tori, famous blue raincoat

    i dreamt of cake and woke up hungry.

    it was reaaaally good cake.

    and also, i'm not quite sure. something hazy about me and a punk rocker in champaign. and summer camp?


    i plan to do. not much today. prolly go to mr. uhigh. *frowl* and maybe work on euro. maybe. bah.

    lately i've been killing time with nationstates. my country is called the people's republic of frowltopia.

    The People's Republic of Frowltopia is a small, socially progressive nation, renowned for its burgeoning llama population. Its hard-nosed, intelligent population of 10 million are fiercely patriotic and enjoy great social equality; they tend to view other, more capitalist countries as somewhat immoral and corrupt.

    more info...

    (it's free and easy to set up your own nationstate. and it's fun. and, i should get paid for that...)

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    listening to: barenaked ladies, i know (in my head)

    baaah. i've had this song stuck in my head allll day, and i come home and i can't even play it, because born on a pirate ship is a stupid enhanced cd that my computer hates. *frowl*

    i know
    why i
    like you
    it's cuz
    of your clothing
    and your
    cuz you're a racist...

    alack and alas. today went rather quickly, which was nice. i really like my shakespeare class, although it is amusing and sad the way we segregate ourselves. we are the montagues and the capulets, the haves and the have-nots, and daily we battle with swords of indifference and shields of apathy.

    so um. good times had by all.

    i pretended to help with teen institute day for like, two hours. and then i ate dinner with miriam's family, and a bunch of us went to eliz's house and watched the teenage mutant ninja turtle's totally awesome easter, which bordered on surreal. (i had to rent it, cos miriam wouldn't let me rent seabert the seal ~_~) and, robin hood: men in tights. teehee.

    and now i believe i shall sleep. mmm sleep. (and yoooou break a leg! hearts!)

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    Friday, February 07, 2003


    i'm in the liberry, ostensibly researching social changes during the age of anxiety. i'm sitting next to amanda, who's doing her independent study. good amanda ^_^ i was just regaling her with an amuusing bit of wisdom re:the cliff game that nathaniel shared with me yesterday... "it doesn't really matter what three people you give me, because as long as i have the voices in my head and my right hand, i'm fine!"

    *snerk* it was SO amusing when he said it because... he's... nathaniel. and all. yeah.

    my head hurts. and my lip hurts. i got it snagged on my braces. damn the man. (save the empire.)

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    Thursday, February 06, 2003

    listening to: jill sobule, the jig is up

    last post of the eve, i swear. but i know kaaaait asked about this, and others of you might be interested as well. anyway. hi-5! (featuring the curtis cregan ^_^) starts feb 24!

    The Learning Channel
    (Eastern Time)

    Feb 24 2003 (Touching)
    7:30 AM

    Feb 25 2003 (Hearing)
    7:30 AM

    Feb 26 2003 (Seeing)
    7:30 AM

    Feb 27 2003 (Smelling)
    7:30 AM

    somebody remind me to update cc.com. gah.

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    listening to: jill sobule, margaret

    i really like to sneeze. and i really like jill sobule.

    *sneezes while listening to jill sobule*

    less than a month before we leave for costa rica! yay! although i still wish wish wish we could have gone to spain. i mean, seeing the rainforest will be fab and all (especially since i just finished last chance to see) but the prado?! *swoon* and i hate beaches. oh well. it'll still be much fun. much.

    i started reading who's afraid of virginia woolf? today. because theatre of the absurd rocks my socks.

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    listening to: tori, etienne (live)

    random amusing quote: "mi novio tiene muchos tatuajes, pero es un republicano."
    "no... los republicanos no tienen tatuajes!"

    ("my boyfriend has many tattoos, but he's a republican."
    "no, republicans don't have tattoos!"

    i have an interesting story to share, i think. i'm not entirely sure where it begins. but first i have to say... annie, ever since you mentioned that, i keep hearing this song as "ATM"... *sigh* atm, atm... by the morning maybe we'll remember who i am...

    aanyway. so. i think i'll start this story off about a week ago, when mike had a prophetic dream that saved him from getting into a car crash. basically, in his dream, he was about to leave the house, forgot his keys, went back to get him, left, and got smashed by a blue mid-90's car that ran a stop sign. so the next day, he was about to leave the house, forgot his keys, went back for them, and saw a blue mid-90's car coming up to a 4-way stop. mike waited for the car to go, and it ran the stop sign...

    so moving up to last night. i dreamed that the roads were snowy, and i swerved to avoid hitting a bunch of pedestrians that appeared out of nowhere. in doing so, i ran into nathaniel's car. we were all fine, but his car was totalled. so today i was telling him about this, and i mentioned that this morning i had parked next to him, but i hadn't hit him, so my dream wasn't prophetic like mike's. and he said, maybe the car is symbolic... and we joked around a bit, and decided that his car was definitely a phallic symbol.

    moving forward a couple hours... nathaniel said he was thirsty, so i threw him my water bottle. unfortunately, he failed to catch it and it hit him in the junk. *sigh* i felt reaaaaally bad about it. like, he almost cried. and it was nathaniel. it was weird.

    i think that probably took too long to tell for its ultimate payout. but you know, once he stopped being in intense pain, nathaniel and i were both terribly amused...

    i just wrote him a poem to apologize.

    "kennedy is not a vampire" [title is an ap lit inside joke]

    nathaniel: i want to apologize
    for hitting you somewhere that's painful for guys
    it was an accident;
    no harm was meant.
    at least you're not a goat
    who drowned in a moat
    and it didn't leave a scar
    or destroy your car.

    the end.

    i'm tiredish. but i have no homework. except euro. boo-urns for euro. but that's not due for awhile. yeah.

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    Wednesday, February 05, 2003

    listening to: rachael sage, swallow this phone

    random amusing quote:: "you're my heroine!"
    "you're my cocaine!"

    by far the highlight of today was in shakespeare, when marion read iago with an awesome sean connery accent. higoddamnlarious ^_^

    blah blah blah classes. then i came home and took a nap, and went back in for open house. i sat for awhile at the thespian table, and then made my way over to spaz bowl. i stole a button from the spanish table that says "vivo para el viernes!" (i live for friday.)

    i'm tired.

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    Tuesday, February 04, 2003

    listening to: pocahontas, just around the riverbend

    random amusing quote: "i'm gonna name my babies god and macbeth!"

    so okay. for teen institute day... i'm in charge of the best thing ever. two workshops: world history and american history, as portrayed in the simpsons. boooyeah. check it out:

    American History:
    Puritans (Halloween episode with the witches): Maura
    Washington/Revolution (Bart: “I feel like Washington…”): Mike
    Manifest Destiny (History of Springfield): Eliz
    Civil War/Lincoln (Civil War re-enactment: Mike
    WWII (American perspective) (Flying Hellfish): Martin
    Obscure Presidents: Nick
    Space Race (Homer goes into space): Martin
    Contemporary Presidents (George Bush Sr., Ford, Clinton—George Bush, Kang/Kodos episodes… any others): Renata
    Environmentalism? (If we need more time) (Tree episode) Renata
    Performance Art (Homer’s art episode): Martin

    World History:
    Odyssey: Renata
    St. Patrick [from historical, not religious perspective] (Whacking Day): Maura
    Joan of Arc: Nick
    Renaissance (Renaissance Fair- Future episode): Nick
    Shakespeare (Hamlet): Renata
    History of Australia (Australia episode): Maura
    Cubism (Guernica—SpringShield episode): Renata
    WWII (European perspective- Groundskeeper Willie: “Bonjour, you surrender monkeys!”): Mike
    Beatlemania (Ringo episode): Renata!
    Contemporary Japan (Japan episode): Eliz
    Contemporary France (If we need more time) (French exchange student): Martin

    baha. (speaking of which, kellie.. if you'd be willing to come back and give a presentation about starting a theatre company.... that would be really great and amanda would love you forever, considering isu theatre blew us off, and we only have half the number of workshops we need...)

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    taaalia and i are blogging. woot!

    eliz, ashvin and i are skipping espanol. because, it's cold. and, we don't wanna go.

    i think chivalry is kinda weird. like, it's sort of awkward when boys hold doors and stuff. because. i can understand the origins... like, "well, you can't vote and you have to sew all the time and have babies and stuff, so.. i'll hold the door for you" but i think it's really kind of outdated. oooh well.

    i'm thirsty. the vaccuuming janitor is loud and annoying. boo.

    last night josh and martin's drunken mothers attempted to get into my car. *was amused* but then, they got into josh's car. and josh drove. because, he wasn't drunk. yes.

    i'm done.

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    Sunday, February 02, 2003

    listening to: rhps, time warp

    woo, i was a cd-burning machine today. well, really.. my cd burner was a cd-burning machine. um. yeah. but i burned a bunch of the cds i've been stealing from reid and mom lately. baha. i burned: rhps, tom petty's greatest hits, simon and garfunkel's greatest hits, nirvana's greatest hits, aaand paul mccartney back in the us. yay!

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    oh. and. my whole family needs/wants new computers. we're all thinking about converting to macs. any input from the gang? i keep hearing that macs are so much more stable. and i only ever use like.. 5 pieces of software. (word, notepad, outlook, explorer, and the sims. well, and y!m, aim, and winamp. and cuteftp. so. more like 10. but they're all available for mac, or else reasonable alternates. so that's not really a factor.)

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    listening to: tom petty, mary jane's last dance

    you know, i totally forgot to mention the best part of yesterday's tournament: mike and i both got math tossups! (neither mike nor i are currently enrolled in math classes...) we were proud.

    anyway. last night, we attempted to go out to eat for reid's birthday, but we had forgotten to make reservations. and... well, bloomington-normal has one of the highest percentages of restaurants per capita, and every damn one of them had a one hour+ wait. doh. so after trying about 5 places, we ended up at ming's. mmm, mings. then, we went home, and i looked through nearly every video we own (which is a lot) and finally found my copy of the final sacrifice! my favorite mst3k ever! so reid and i watched that. (although i was really freaked out, because somehow someone taped over the first minute with a random bit of clueless. wtf? but all it taped over was the theme song, so that was okay.)

    "we're more of a muffiny, calista flockhart, swoosie kurtz kind of a cult..."

    "seven years after the credits?"

    "you know it's spring when the executioners start getting into the house..."

    "rowsdowermobile, awaay!"


    and then i went to bed at like, 10:30. i heart sleep. and now i'm going to read for ap euro, dammit.

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    Saturday, February 01, 2003

    listening to: three dog night, jeremiah was a bullfrog

    last night.. i stayed home and watched fight club, and was in bed by 10. mmmmmm sleep.

    spaz bowl today was a lot of fun. although the last 3 matches (out of 8) had impossibly hard questions. like, in the last match i think uhigh got one tossup. (out of 20.) gooo team. but yeah, it was gooodtimes. mike captained. and, maybe it was because of all the sleep or something, but i didn't feel neaaarly as hostile towards ryan and dan today. (partially, perhaps, becuase i got a good number of tossups and it made them meeker. more meek? meek. meek is a fun word. meek meek meek!)

    the pop music questions were aaawesome though. there was this one bonus that was like, "name these artists that your parents might have listened to..." the answers? bob dylan, joni mitchell, paul mccartney, and paul simon. bahaha. and then there was a tossup about sarah mclaughlan, aaand another bonus about beatles #1s from 1964.

    and. my grandparents are in town, and we're going out to eat soon. and i should really like, do some homework before i leave. but, i bet i won't.

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