the boron narratives

Friday, December 20, 2002

listening to: indigo girls, galileo

originally written 12/18 around 5ish

*frowl* i'm writing this post in notepad, which i JUST discovered has word wrap, which is possibly the best thing that's ever happened to me... anywho, my phoneline is making weird clicky noises so i can't get online. so yeah. aanywho. i'm in such a happyhappy mood. like, my senior year has really just been so great. i have so many great friends, and i've learned to deal with the fact that some people are not-so-great, and that's fine. my first 3 years of high school... i had a lot of fun, don't get me wrong, but it never really clicked like this year has. i was friends with my "group" and friends with the thespians and consequently, i sort of always felt like an afterthought with both groups. but like, i don't know, lately i've been realizing that people actually like me. like... when i ran for dramaturg last year, i so didn't want to because i didn't think anyone would vote for me, and i thought it would be really embarrassing if i was the only one who voted for myself. and then apparently i won by, like, a lot. and that made me feel all warm and fuzzy. and.. i don't know. i'm just so lucky, i have so many great friends. *feels loved* like, i was just looking (again) at the notebook megan gave me, which really is the sexiest notebook eeeever, and she wrote me a note in it, and, awwww. *hearts megan* seriously, i heart both my megans so much. and all my friends. and i heart all the people who aren't really my friends, but i'm friendly with. and i heart chocolate oranges. and cats. and, i feel like i'm doubly-lucky, because i have all my online friends too! you guys are so great. *bubbles* i love having people that i can talk rent to, and talk tori to, and talk mst3k to, (and see, i love talia doubly, because she's like an online friend, but in real life!! *mwah*) and... everything.

next time i'm depressed, somebody make me read this ^_^

posted by ~renata~ at 6:48 PM
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