blogger isn't ugly anymore, yaaay! i can't find the graphics editor i need to tinker with my template, even though i know exactly what i want.
wheeeee, fun was had at evansville's drums on the ohio competition, where of course madison spanked the "competition". their show thrilled me, and i can't wait to see it again. i found out the other day that my friend erin made southwind, so she's all of a sudden in a corps, and i couldn't be happier.
algebra = snoooore. it's not that i'm incapable of doing math, esp. under the influence of amphetamines, but it's just so fucking dull. i never took HS algebra, so i have to take algebra 1 and 2 before i can fulfill the requirement for eiu, which is some liberal arts math class. there's this guy who sits in the back (of my class of five) and yells out the first stupid answer that comes to his head. and then the teacher (who's a great guy..... all college professors should be so understanding) has to explain why what he said was wrong, and it's a waste of time. i spent 40 minutes yesterday teaching myself how to properly shade a cone.
right breast feels like tighter than shakira's ass. i know it will loosen up and accept the implant, but it's kind of irritating. yet completely worth it..... i'm even, i'm still a C, and i think my face looks thinner. i'm slightly sore and my right arm isn't very flexible, but i'm feeling great. can't raise my arms above my head, so mom washes my hair. i get the stitches out tomorrow, so huzzah for that. june flew by.... hopefully july will too, and before i know it, i'll be back in mckinney losing my keys and getting sunburned at band camp.
oooooh, andrea and ryan got a place! it's a super-cute trailor in a cute little neighborhood. it's got nice furnishings and carpeting, and it's just so great. they couldn't stand to live in the upstairs of her parents' house, and i don't blame them.
my MP3 player broke, and i was muchly distressed. i got a new one today, and it's faboo. i swear. it holds ten gigs. i'm so thrilled, because anyone who knows me knows i have headphones growing out of my ears. now i can listen to ANY of my ~1,700 songs anytime.
i have not eaten jupiter yet, though i may have kitten fondu with renata if he doesn't stop using my bare legs as a scratching post. i really do love him dearly. a lady is coming by today to see if she'd like him, and i'll cry. friskey is 16 years old, deaf, almost blind, and has a brain tumor. i suspect we'll have to put him down in the next year, and i've had him since i was 4. won't think about that now.
i have been reading gone with the wind obsessively until i got HP5. i'm getting towards the end now, and i'm really loving it. will report on my observations when i finish, probably tomorrow.
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[::..Monday, June 23, 2003..::]
i'm back. not supposed to be on computer. don't care. breast surgery is not as excruciating as people say. those girls on "a personal story" are pussies. i'm very sore and constipated from meds, but have so far not experienced any pain worth more than a grimace and a curse word. bandages bulky and uncomfortable. am getting drains out today. will get back on later when i can sit up better.
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[::..Thursday, June 19, 2003..::]
i'm 20! no longer a teenager. i'm old now. i got a sweet DVD player yesterday, as well as the gone with the wind dvd, which i've been meaning to buy for ages.
i go in for operation tomorrow morning at 7:15..... meaning i have to get up at 5. fuck that. i'm not very nervous, honestly, just irritated that all these plans i could have had for the next couple of weeks are going to be too painful to do much. so i've heard... there's a drum corps competition tuesday in evansville. i wouldn't have to be there long and it only involves sitting, so i may force myself to go. because i HAVE to see the scouts show. but yes, i'll no longer be a bloody picasso after tomorrow. i feel like i should be feeling more ceremonious at this point, but i'm really just annoyed that my weekend is ruined. i wanna go see emma & alex so bad.
jupiter pooped in his litter box and then proceeded to step all in it and ran around my room. and then tried to get on my bed. little fucker. :)
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[::..Tuesday, June 17, 2003..::]
i can't really get him to hold still long enough for a decent picture. but this will tide you over until i can tranq him.
he's cute, cuddly, and possibly on speed (he's been playing with a tube of lipstick for hours). if anyone is interested in adopting.... he's free and healthy and stuff.
i turn 20 in about 25 hours.
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so i finally got around to checking dci scores, and madison scouts have started with a fucking bang with scores in the 70's. as if that isn't thrilling enough, their scores are super close to the cavies. my boys are back in the game! i hope they give div I i run for it's money.
and madison's new uni's really actually look kind of classy. i certainly don't like them better than the tradition uni's, and i hope they go back..... but they look decent from the stands.
and phantom's new uni's are hot. hotter than hot. i seriously think i like them as much, if not more, than black. the most attractive uniform i've ever seen.
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[::..Monday, June 16, 2003..::]
wtf? blogger ate my blog! and i didn't notice until today. huh.
well..... what to say? the wedding was lovely. the hazelett house was totaly insanity...... people running left and right, people hassling their mother, food cooking, tables set up, baby crying....... yeah. so glad my house is peaceful. but the chapel was lovely, with lavender flowers everywhere, and candles, and stuff. my feet hurt SO BAD by the time it was over. heels may make my legs look hot, but i'm not fit to wear them. but yes. andrea is now andrea bearden. i don't know if i ever mentioned it, but sarah got married at the exact same time as andrea did. i thought that was weird. when we were opening presents, andrea's dad came in to gtet daniel and i as witnesses for the license. and daniel had left. and andrea was like "are we not married until daniel signs the license?" and it was amusing.
so yesterday, i'm driving down main street. i see a little orange kitten running after a couple, and i watch. and i think to myself "maybe he belongs to them"... and i watch in the rearview. and i see them trying to ignor him. and i realize that there are people who would seriously walk away from a crying homeless kitten. that seems like a step away from satan to me. so i pull over as hard as i can and start running toward the place i saw them... and i hear this crying and it's SO loud. and i see him sitting in the middle of the road, to scared to move. and he almost gets smashed. but i manage to get him, and he's home with me within minutes. i named him jupiter, for lots of reasons i'm too tired to detail. he had to sleep in a cat carrier in the garage last night because i can't let him loose in there for five seconds without him scampering off to play hockey with roach poison. he's definately a little fucker. in fact, i almost named him little fahcker. but i didn't know how i'd explain that to the vet. anyway, i'm never allowed to bring strays into the house. so we went to the vet today, and we got a clean bill of health. so he's sleeping on my bed now. and he's cuter than toast. and he is my new baby. even though my parents say we can't keep him. we'll see. ;)
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[::..Tuesday, June 10, 2003..::]
emily's questions:
1. If you were going to another planet or time period, what would be the one musical instrument that you would take and why? well, since obviously my voice kind of has to come with, i'd say the piano. it's versatile, polyphonic, and loud. they require care, though, so i'd hope if i went to neptune or something, they'd have someone there to tune it.
2. what is your greatest fear? hmmm. i wish i could say something like "rejection" or "death", but the only thing i think i'm REALLY afraid of is needles. which is ironic, because yesterday i was supposed to go get bloodwork done, and of course i just cried hystericaly and jerked my arm away. nurses are so fucking bitchy. they act like they're medical experts, and that you're a waste of their precious, pseudo-medical life. anyway. i have to go back in a few hours and try again. i hate needles.
3. You've just been cast in your dream role on broadway. What is the role and who would you want to be your castmates? ooooh, good one. i'm torn between anita in WSS and sally in cabaret. i think i'll go with sally. even though anita has some cool dances, and sally doesn't really dance. i'm not much of a dancer, anyway. oooooh, velma would be fun too. anyway, cabaret. of course, cory would be in the show as the emcee. it wouldn't be a show without cory. i think carol burnette would be a great frauline kost. ewan would be cliff, for obvious reasons.
4. What is the best/worst thing that has ever happened to you? worst thing: no isolated incident is coming to mind right now, but that whole first year of college was pretty gruesome. wait, when sarah ditched me for warped tour. that was absolutely horrible. best thing: i think the best thing ever was when erin dragged my ass into the band room my freshman year of HS, and told mr.rundell that i wanted to be in band. that's really dorky, but i never would have done it myself, and it obviously had a massive effect on my life. i didn't really fit anywhere, nor did i really have any friends. all my friends from middle school were sleeping around and smoking pot. huh. so band really only delayed my degredtion. :) no, but really, i don't know where i'd be now if erin hadn't done that.
in other news.... i had the most horrifying dream ever. devin will think this is hilarious. i dreamed that i had some kind of really pretty fish in my tank, and damien was HUGE. and i was watching the fish, and all of a sudden damien opened this HUGE mouth..... because snails obviously have mouths..... and swallowed the huge fish whole. it was horrifying.
and now i'm going to go watch driven: marilyn manson
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[::..Monday, June 09, 2003..::]
ren-arrr-ta's questions. wheeee!
1. if you were going to live with one character from will and grace, who and why? woah. i was sitting here thinking "is wish someone would ask me a will and grace question...". hmmm. i don't think i could handle living with jack, as fun as it sounds. unless i was his hag, which would be really stressful... almost like a part-time job. karen's bitchy, and grace is as over-emotional as me, so that would be terrifying. i think i'm going to go with will. he cooks, he cleans, he's hot as hell. and he wears a shorty bathrobe. and he's not a queen like jack. so yes. willma.
2. at your dream concert.. who would you take, and who would be opening for who? oooooh. i may have to re-use this one, if you don't mind. if we're assuming this is living or dead, zeppelin would be my first pick right now. but i've also never seen nin. green day would be an opener. they get the crowd all pumped up, and the music isn't too heavy. then it would be led zeppelin, then nails. because if it's my dream concert, there can be two main acts. of course i'd take andrea, 'cause she's a big fan. there's a couple of guys i'd like to take that are fans, but i'll be "shhhh" about that for now. ;)
3. which animated character do you find the most attractive? as is a typical answer, dmitri (from anastasia) is very attractive. i kind of like eric from the little mermaid. i like dark-haired boys, and he's kind of a brooding, angsty boy. he's also a prince, which is a plus.
4. if you could steal anyone's voice, whose would it be? (they would get your voice, it wouldn't be like ursula and ariel where she couldn't talk at all.) ooh, good one. renata's on a roll. liza minelli, of course. i can kind of already do it, but of course i'm not nearly as good. she sounds like her mom (judy garland) sometimes, which i think is a very good thing. but, yes. it would have to be an alto, and kind of jazzy. i almost said bernadette peters, because she's a really great singer. but she's a little prim sounding for me to want to live with. but she'd be in a close second. it's a good character voice.
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[::..Thursday, June 05, 2003..::]
my goldfish is gone.
just not there anymore. not in the tank. i'm upset. because there's a lid on the tank, so he couldn't have jumped. i'm afraid damien. king of the damned has claimed another victim. for those of you who are unfamiliar with the ongoing saga of my devil snail, who's mortal name was once gary, let me brief you. he's a tool of lucifer. he ATE one of my fish (RIP shortbus) awhile back. just ate him, down to the bones. this is a flesh-eating snail that i sleep in the same room with. and now screwdriver is gone. and he's not in the filter. i fear damien has claimed another life.
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[::..Wednesday, June 04, 2003..::]
sorry no updates. pneumonia almost gone, menstruating begins. bitchy bitchy bitchy. hormones ahoy.
went to devin's in ottawa this weekend. will detail later. quote of the weekend:
devin ....i had a dog that used to eat socks del why would a dog eat socks? i understand rocks........ devin she could pass them too.we'd find them on the carpet. i don't know. del rocks... socks.... they rhyme. maybe she misheard.
that was really funny at three a.m.
last class is tomorrow. took the baby to the mall today..... am glad i have no children.
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