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Monday, January 20, 2003
It is amazing how sometimes things happen when you least expect them too. Very interesting night tonight. Just got home about 20 minutes ago and now I am freezing my ass off. I cant believe how cold it is here right now. Let alone out at the beach. I think my hair has enough knots for a bird to nest in at the moment. I got a letter today only about 12 yrs late and I will post it elsewhere but I feel so good right now. Sad as hell but really kinda done with some stuff in my life. It seems like this letter was what I have been waiting for all this time....NOw I need to go face some people who the last time I saw them were hating me......so hopefully things are past now. Tomorrow should be interesting as well Thursday, January 09, 2003 quiz time! What color of kitten would you be? brought to you by Quizilla what fucked version of hello kittie are you? brought to you by Quizilla ""Which cocktail are you?"" brought to you by Quizilla ok 'cept I dont like cosmos.....or cats really..... What annoying Celebrity would you most likely wanna kill? brought to you by Quizilla my kind??? oooooook Tuesday, January 07, 2003 *WHOOT* Go take this quiz! Which Frowler are you? I got me...but I will have to post it later Ok yawn...........I am so done with this. Yeah Drama......just what I need in my life right now. Luvs to all my friends teens and non teens alike. Mwahhhhhh Monday, January 06, 2003 so ok whoever you are...I know this much about you....you are from the UK somewhere. I am assuming it is Sandy again. But you know...I wonder if I am the person you think I am. Cause I really dont know a sandy so I dont know why I would be mad at them.. To be truthful I dont think I know anyone from the UK...that I can think of anyways...soooo hmmmm please email me so we can work this out. OOOOOOOOOK in response to the comment earlier from *chow*...cause I have too much to say to put in a comments box. Umm yeah Hostile much? Guilty conscience much? Annoying much? heheheh sorry I was having fun. Ok so I have Noooooooo clue who you even are! I have no clue what you are talking about. I didnt put the person's name in the blog because I wanted to talk to them and didnt want them defensive right off the bat. I also didnt put their name in because I know that people who know them read my blog and I didnt want them poisoned against this person. Anyways......... I would love for you to email me duckygirl10@yahoo.com and let me know who you are and why you think I should be pissed off at you. Because obviously I have no clue what you have done to me. Also dont flatter yourself because we obviously arent that close if you dont know who H* is. I did mention in the post about alllllll the stuff I had shared with this person. That meant things about H*. Also in regards to all my teenage friends....you do realize that every single one of them is better educated and well spoken than you are. They at least know how to spell "you" and "are". Well ok I guess I didnt really have that much to say...because well I just find this whole thing hilarious to tell you the truth! In the words of the catapillar in Alice in Wonderland "whoooooo are you?" Saturday, January 04, 2003 just got home from seeing Two Weeks notice....I guess I should be posting this over on Sgt Pepper but I'm not and I have a headache so I probably wont be. I love the movie. It was really funny. Ummm yeah the headache is making me not be able to think about anything else to say about the movie so it was good. There ya go. I have had this headache since last night.......I guess it was from crying. You know how sometimes you think you know someone.......like really know someone and it turns out they may not be the person you thought they were? well yeah I am thinking that may be happening to me. It is such a disappointment when I think of all the things I have shared with this person. It kinda makes me feel sick......ok maybe that is the headache.......I dunno and as usual I could be over dramatizing it a bit as well. NY is looking more and more like it isnt going to happen and in ways it may be good. If I stay here I will get 4000$ so I can fix up my car. I can move out and make a place for myself here. I make really good money at my job but the problem is rent is even higher here than it is in NY and I guess I am just a little scared of staying here or going there. I know this may sound like it has nothing to do with the person I was talking about but in a way it does.....After all we have been thru even H* is looking like a better friend which is really frightening. H* you know I love you but you have to admit things havent always been stellar between us. I guess I am just really disappointed.....I need to not trust so easily......I guess that is my lesson for now. Friday, January 03, 2003 wow....and I was having such a good night too. All I want to do now is cry...... OK OK OK! I am blogging NOW! Happy? tee hee.....ok the person who that is too knows who they are. So yeah HAPPY NEW YEAR! yes I realize I am a bit late but I have been busy. My NYE was pretty boring but it was fun at the same time. I knew there was really no way in hell I was going to find a baby sitter on NYE sooooooo I decided to let my kiddo have a friend spend the night. We got pizza and I got stuff for ice cream sundays for them. We all sat and watched the Lizzie McGuire marathon.....lol it was fun! That show is cute. They stayed up till midnight and I gave them party hats and those popper things and some streamers to thow at midnight. I got these cute little plastic champagne glasses and gave them sparkling cider in the glasses and we all toasted at midnight and then it was lights out for me and them. I was exhausted! But it was fun times! Much better than being out at some crowded bar and on the roads with all the drunk people! Ok right now I am so stuck on the Buffy Musical Cd........lol it is sooooo cheesy but I love it! "Give me something to sing about.......PLEASE give me something to sing about!" ok I will stop now...but you know Spike makes a good point at the end of that song.....I just may have to change my quote to his little speach. *snickets* Thursday, December 26, 2002 I hope everyone had a great Xmas! Mine was pretty nice. I am a bit bah humbug since I didnt get a single thing I asked for but oh well I guess it is the thought that counts right? It was a good day with my family. My daughter made out like a bandit of course. And that always makes me happy to see her smile. It is so funny cause you can tell she is growing up cause she got lots of...preteen makeup. You know like lipgloss and body glitter and stuff like that. She was WAY impressed! hehehe I cant believe my baby girl is growing up! *sniffles* She is staying with my aunt the rest of the week and we are going to see the IMAX Lion king on Sunday when I go to pick her up in San Francisco. I have to park near the Orpheum which always make me miss RENT. More than RENT though I miss my friends I made there. I still cant believe a "cheesy" little angle pillow is how renata and I became friends! LOL Without her I never would have gotten to know megan and Kait and all those guys! Love ya Frowlers! well ok before I get all sappy since I am way too tired to be blogging I guess I will go! Mwahhhhh |